Dedicated

Chapter 1

we was on the block kicking fly shit. I asked capo to take me to Herbo house, he aint even make it there dawg.

*Flashback*

"Pow Pow Pow" the sounds of the gunshots

I looked over for capo all i heard was "kae come on capo down"

I ran in that direction towards him only to see him really down. that shit broke me seeing my only brother down and out.

A crying loni on her knees infront of capo. i couldnt even take it i broke down. I immediately called 12.

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Me- "My brother got shot"

cops- "what street are you on"

Me- "i dont know please get here he dying bro get here fucking now" *Ends Call*

Loni- "kae tie a shirt around the wound"

after hours the cops finally got here but it was a little to late i prayed and prayed for a pulse and him to pull through all i remember was "He's gone there is no heartbeat" and then they layed the white sheet over him.

*Flashback Over*

Mom- "loni where Kae at that lil girl done been sleep all damn day wake her ass up"

My mom is a recovering addict. She strung out when i was 8 years old and capo was left to take care of me and loni. I think that's why we were so close to him especially me because i was older than loni.

Loni- "I don't know why the fuck you always asking me shit go ask her your damn self"

Mom- "little girl i don't know who your talking to, I am still your mother i understand the anniversary of capo coming up but watch it i brought you in this world and i will take you out and i mean it"

Loni- "yea yea i'm going to herb house mally over there"

Mom- See if kae wanna go she need to get up all she do is take a shower and get on that damn phone

Me- "I DON'T WANT TO GO NOWHERE LEAVE ME ALONE DAMN"

I remember being one of the happiest people ever, it sorta like when capo died he took apart of me along with him. I haven't been the same since, I'm still processing it all in my head. All the shit i have gone through No dad he stuck doing 25, Moms a recovering addict, Brother gone, Done got my heart broke, Been to jail. Man this life shit ain't been a walk in the park. I MISS MY FUCKING BROTHER MAN.

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This is my first book ever about this!

Am I doing good?

It needs a lot of editing i know please don't tell me.

rude comments will be blocked thanks, by the end of tonight there probably will be 4 more chapters.