I am done...done with everything, I have gone through so much stuff in my life and it seems like no one cares nor understands how I feel...usually whenever I cry my dogs there by my side...to lick all the tears running down my cheeks, but it won't help because the tears on the inside will never stop falling...its sad how sometimes the sweetest people you knew when you were younger become people that you barely know anymore but you would like to think that they're still that sweet friend you had when you were six...but even if you have them on Instagram and Snapchat,you still can't escape the awful reality of that one friend that you have liked for so long you can't accept or escape the reality of him/her not liking you at all...but when you have to see them every summer, you have to try and not cry and not think of the words that they said to you which are the words you now live by. You can't get the words they once spoke to you out of your head, I love you he said if only I knew that was a lie but I am to stupid to even relieaze he would never love me, he never has, I'm not good enough, I'm not pretty enough, I'm not smart enough and I'm not skinny enough...ive been trying to escape the truth for so long but I have finally accepted it.
