Daddy's little girl

Chapter 5: Sneaky!

*A LITTLE SMUT NOT MUCH IT ISN'T THAT BAD THOUGH*

*Bellas POV*

I woke up to the sound of crying coming from down the hall I walked down to Rosie's room and took care of her. As I walked back I opened the door slowly to me and Justin's room he was still sleeping I went down to the kitchen I went through the cabinets and found a some alcohol I opened it with the beer thingy and chugged it down. It felt so good like when you have that first drink in the morning or having a meal you haven't had in forever. It takes me back to a more simply time partying, clubbing, sex every now and then heck even smoking some weed or cigs once in a while. I miss those days I want them back so badly. Before I knew it the bottle was empty. I threw it away it mad a loud noise when it fell in the trash can. I am tried to walk to the couch occasionally tripping a bit but not falling I later on the couch my vison was a bit blurry. It felt so good. I turned on the TV and started laughing for now reason I didn't really know what was going on.

*Justins POV*

I woke up to Bella down stairs laughing I tried to ignore it and turned the other way. I heard her come stomping upstairs like she was drunk. She came through the door "hey there sexy long time no seeee" she said and crawled up slowly to me kissing my lips I kissed back but pulled away. "Bella are you drunk I can taste the alcohol on your lips." I said sitting up she laughed and kissed my neck. When she found my weak spot I moaned "Bella stop we're gonna wake Rosie." I said I tried to get her off me. "Rosie is fineee don't be a Debbie downer" she said "I'm not a Debbie downer you told me no more Sex for a while cause you were scared plus your drunk right now" I said and laid back down she huffed and laid by me. I closed my eyes and started to drift off again.

Before I fell asleep I felt someone grab my dick. I opened my eyes it was Bella agin she tried to pull my pant off. "Bella knock it off I am not in the mood now stop I'm going down stairs you stay up here." I said and got off the bed "But Justin I think Jerry needs a visit from me." She said and smirked "no he doesn't now good night Bella." I said and shut the door behind me. I went down stair to sleep for a while before I had to record again.

*Bellas POV*

It was 12 in the after noon I feed Rosie and put her down for her nap. I went down to the work out area and started my work out session.The whole time I thought about my plans for later tonight that's right I have plans for one in my life I am going to go out and do stuff again. Man after I go out tonight I won't wanna come back again. I love Rosie and Justin with all my heart but I feel like they don't need me I am not need. I won't be a good mother I don't fit the role yet in life I know I don't. After my work out I went got a shower and grabbed clothes and put them on. I went down to the studio "Justin I am going out tonight and will be back soon.." I said "ok babe I'll watch Rosie I got this.l he said I laughed "I love you so much Juju and Rosie to I am sorry about earlier." I said "well we love you to baby and it's ok we all have those rebellious moments in life." He said I went over and kissed him then left. I jumped into my car and went to the club.

*Justins POV*

After I recorded some stuff I went to go check on Rosie she was awake it was 5:00 so she much be hungry I want down stair and put her in her high chair. I got out the baby food . "Ok let's see I guess I'll give you this stuff. I said and gave her a open jar of baby food. I grabbed her spoon and started to feed her "here comes the cho cho train choo choo" I said she giggled and I feed her the stuff." I cleaned her up and threw the food away I washed the poon the I grabbed a microwave dinner. I hate cooking it always turns out bad. After I cooked my stuff I ate it while paling with Rose. After dinner me and Rose went into the living room I turned on CSI and watched it for a bit while Rose later on the floor crawling places.

*a few hours later*

I turned off the TV and looked on the floor Rosie wasn't they I picked hot eh blanket and folded it. "Rosie where are it's bed time for you Missy" I said and searched around I couldn't find her I started to panic. "Rosie!" I yelled and looked more I couldn't find her I called Bella it was ringing but she didn't pick up. Damn it!

After half and out of searching I found her being mad a chair in the corner "There you are Daddy missed you so much I was so worried I should keep a eye on you more ay" I said she looked very sleepy. I took her up stairs and put her in her bed "Good night beautiful" I whisper and shut the door.

It was about 4 in the morning and I heard Rosie cry/ scream I looked next to me and didn't see Bella maybe she took care of her? About five minutes she was still crying I went over and picked her up I rocked her she didn't stop I panicked what do I do Bella isn't here! I went down stairs and made her a bottle I tried to feed it to her she didn't want it I grabbed my phone and called my mom "Justin What is wrong it's 4 in the morning?" She said half asleep "mom Bella isn't here and I can't get Rose to stop crying." I said "what did you do so far?" She asked "um rock her in my arms and feed her and give her a drink." I said "oh boy she might need a woman's attention um try to keep rocking her I'll come over." She said "ok drive careful I love you" I said "you to" She said and hung up.

I waited for my mom to come when she pulled in the drive way I picked up Rosie she came in with her pajamas on and I gave her Rosie she rocked her and I gave her the bottle soon Rosie was quiet. "Thanks mom your a life saver!!" I said and took Rosie "Justin first off that's not how you hold a baby properly," she said and laughed then she moved my arms around "there you go!" She said I rocked Rosie slightly while she was asleep in my arms my mom took her phone and snapped a photo. "Aw so cute now you to get sleep good night." She said and laid on the couch I want upstairs and put Rosie to sleep then after that I went over to my room and open the door then I closed it. I laid back into my bed  wondering where Bella might she's never out this late she really went out since we had Rosie wonder if it's gone into her first she's drunk now she's staying out late? I thought about that all night until  I finally fell asleep.