Journal entries

Entry 6. 3/19/18

It's like 10 o'clock and I just got done with French homework. Today has been super long man. I went to be at like 2 last night so that's probably why, I didn't take a nap today either so. I'm listening to Billie Eilish, her music calms me down, I'll probably make a playlist of her and Lil Peep, "Calm Mix" idk I'll think of something creative. I'm talking to some random dude from Ohio, he's cool and not very dry. I hate talking to people who are dry as shit because it's like, what's the use? You're wasting both of our TIMES.

I woke up today and was immediately like, I can't wait to go to bed tomorrow. AP was okay, I went to the guidance office to set up my schedule for my Junior year. And that took like twenty minutes I guess. Courtney always makes AP bearable, she makes me laugh in there. Love her. Colby and Cassie make it more fun too, but they usually talk about Skyrim or the cosmos or something I don't really know that much about. But me and Courtney usually have our own conversations and they'll overhear and be like "what?" because we talk about either "weird" stuff or something they know nothing about.

After school I went to Ms. Stoots room to help her out and talk and stuff. That was fun. I organized her room a little bit and ate all her chocolate pretzels then left. She was in a meeting during that so I left a sticky note with a smiley face. Last night I also found out my ancestry stuff. Ms. Stoots wanted to see the report so that's why I went to her room after school. This website called 23andme told me that I am 50%(ish) British and Irish, 25%(ish) French and German, like 2% Scandinavian and some other ones I can't remember. But I am 100% European. I'm white as shit and that's okay. After I was done in her room I went to my sister's softball game. I watched the later innings because in the beginning my mom parked where I couldn't really see very well. So during that time I talked to my friend Heaven for a few minutes, got some good tea, and I talked to my friend J for like half an hour. He's funny, and not that boring to talk to over the phone like other people. When we were talking on the phone some guy came in his room(his brother I guess?) and was like who are you talking to and J said "Nathan" and then they said something and J said "He's my boyfriend, right Nathan?" and I just went along with it and said yeah because why not. I'll take anything at this point. I know he was obviously just messing around, don't think that I'm delusional. He's still cute though. While I was talking to him I followed this guy named Mason, he's really really really hot, man. He followed me back and I was like fuck yes because if he wouldn't have then I would've been like WHATEVER and just unfollowed him. Why is my generation like this? Back before social media people had to actually go up to their crushes and talk to them if they wanted to see them. Now we can just hope that our crushes have social media and aren't on private so we can ~stalk~ them. Hopefully I'll talk to him sometime during a theatre rehearsal, he seems cool. I feel like if I told him I wanted to jump his bones he'd just laugh or something. Idk, idk him so I guess we'll see.

Song recommendation: Party Favor by Billie Eilish