Journal entries

Entry 5. 3/17/18

So it's the weekend and I'm at my dad's. He lives in Salem which I love because city life is the best life. But I woke up this morning to the little kids are coming AKA my nieces AKA hellions. They're so annoying man. But before they came my dad I went to some antique shops which is always fun. I always tend to look at the old yearbooks and watch how the style changed from decade to decade. They're was this yellow yearbook from the 60s and I kind of wanted it but I felt weird buying it for some reason so I didn't. After that I went to see the movie The Strangers. It was really good until the ending. That was shit. It was a thriller and those are my favorite to watch.

I had a sex dream last night and it was weird. I won't go into details about what happened but it was weird. So this morning I woke up and was just thinking about sex all day. And it didn't help when my friend sent me a picture of this hot guy at our school. It was a picture of him with his back to the camera so, naturally I just stared at his butt. And in the movie theatre today I kept thinking about sex. A whole day of me thinking about sex because of one dream. Is having the dream worth a day full of these thoughts?? Yes.

On my way down here I talked to my dad about letting me go on a trip with a friend during the summer. I want to go to Virginia Beach and stay for a week or maybe a little more. I would be driving for like 5 hours to Virginia Beach. And I would be staying with my aunt, Kelly. She's so cool man. She's the only person on my dad's side of the family who I can relate to. She likes drag queens. Likes having a good time. Loves dirty jokes. And she's outgoing and always doing something, I don't do stuff a lot because I don't have my freaking license but that'll change during the summer. My dad said that he thinks I would be fine driving down there. Although he'd be worrying to death and calling every hour checking in. All I needed then was approval from my mom and my friends grandma. I texted my mom and asked and she said maybe so I think that means yes. It always means yes with my mom when I ask her stuff. I really hope this summer will be memorable for me and not boring as shit like every other year.

I need a job though. If I'm going to be able to get gas during that trip and when I get my license I need some sort of cash. This winter I applied at Wendy's but they never called me or anything. I think it's because I gave my application to a worker instead of the actual manager. My friend Chariti works there and she's cool. I told my dad I wanted to apply at Wendy's and he doesn't recommend it. He doesn't want me working in fast food because he thinks I'll hate it. He recommended that I work where my sister worked, Food Lion. And idk about that. The only thing holding me back is how the uniforms there look. It's a navy blue shirt and khaki pants, I would look absolutely busted. And what if some hot guy walks in there and I'm looking like that? But I need the money. Is it worth it? Probably. Idk though. My sister has told me stories about her experience there and they're so funny. My sister is ok sometimes. It's always sometimes with every family member of mine. Maybe I'll just apply. Probs won't.

Song recommendation: Next to You by Mike Jones. It's a real throwback.