VICTORIA'S POV:
I woke up to the sound of footstep outside my bunk, then a gasp but I couldn't make out who it came from, so I just let it go. As I started to feel awake again I got out of my bunk. While getting up I sneezed so loudly that I'm pretty sure a car alarm went off. I heard a mumbled 'Bless you,' come from Ally as I walked into the front lounge, "Morning Viccc!" Ally sung to me, "Morning Alls."
"How did you sleep, enjoyed you're coffin?" I heard Dinah speak from behind me. "Yes actually, I'm not that long so I can fit," I spoke back to Dinah with a smirk. "Whatever dork!" Ally just laughed at the way we interacted with each other.
"Oh Vic, come get you're pancakes!" I just stopped in my tracks. I can't eat pancakes. Maybe I'll just eat half, that's it just half. "Oh, um yeah ok." I replied hesitantly.
"Tori, you good?" "Yeah, yeah, I'm fine Lo don't worry." I said whilst taking a seat. Ally placed a stack of pancakes in the middle of the table. I grabbed one an put a few berries in top and starting eating slowly while taking small bites
"Vic, why are you eating so slow?" Dinah whispered to me without the girls hearing. I looked down at my plate and realized I had only eaten a quarter. "Oh I don't get hungry in the morning." I lied straight through my teeth. She just nodded her head and went back to her breakfast. I sighed relieved that she believed me.
After breakfast I was told to get ready for the day as the girls had a sound check. I put on my black skinny jeans, my olive green Stussy hoodie and a pair of black converse. I just left my hair down. I grabbed my phone and slid it in the back pocket of my jeans, then walked off the bus.
We walked in the theatre and we were all stunned at how beautiful it was inside. As the girls had their sound check I grabbed my phone and started to scroll through tumblr. I didn't even realize that I had to go backstage until the man- who I remembered was Rob was calling me.
As I got there I was told to stay backstage while the girls had their meet and greet. Once they all went out I was left with my thoughts.
After the busy day the girls were about to go on stage and perform their hearts out. As they walked away Lauren dean back to me engulfing me in a hug. "I'm sorry you had to follow us around today, tomorrow we have a day off. I promise we'll do something," she did before kissing my forehead and then running off back to stage.
When she left I was alone with my thoughts, again. Will she ever introduce me to the fans? Will they like me? I basically thought about all of that for the whole show. Which was a bad thing?
The girls performed amazing, it was awesome seeing what goes on behind the scenes because it so much fun! We were now in a hotel and I was sharing a room with Lauren and Ally, as Camila, Dinah and Normani stayed in the same room together. But all the girls where currently in our room eating Asian takeout. "Have some of my Satay Chicken Vic, I can't finish it" Normani said to me.
"Nah I'm all good mani, I had enough food at lunch," Which was true, I had some mac'n'cheese. "Tori, you had some mac'n'cheese" Lauren said not backing up my case at all.
"Yeah and I'm full, I don't get hungry quickly," I heard Lauren mumble an 'okay,' before getting into a conversation. I made a small conversation with Camila, she's really sweet, but I still love Dinah the most.
Before I knew it the girls had left to their room. Ally and Lauren had already fallen asleep so I thigh it would be a good time just to cut. I deserve it. I ate today. I haven't ate that much in three months. I was doing so well, but I just had to stuff it up.
I grabbed the blade and sliced three times in the back of both my wrists. I cleaned the blade then put it back in it's special place, I changed into Lauren's oversized Bob Marley t-shirt, not forgetting to put a hoodie on tomorrow morning so the girls wouldn't see. And with that I collapsed on the bed and fell asleep.
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-Sorry for not posting in like 4 days but OMFG FIFTH HARMONY ON HIATUS I CANT HANDLE IT BISH WHAT? But we kinda all saw it coming 😭-
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FanficVictoria Belpario, a 15 year old girl who's been alone ever since her parents passed away. Victoria has struggled with depression, self confidence and anxiety from a young age. That's until she comes across 5 girls who have a relation to her. Howeve...