She was in her room
Crying on the corner
While punching the wall
She's having anxiety
and feel depressed
She had no one to talk to
She had no one to hold to
She had no one to cry to
She had no one that care for her.
She cries every night
Because the anxiety she was having
And the feeling of depressed
She thought the world doesn't want her to be happy
She thought it was her fault everything like this
She thought it was her that was wrong
She thought it's her the reason people leaves
She asked herself
"Am i even worth it in this world?"
She keeps asking herself with the same question
She keeps blaming herself for everything that was happening
She keeps blaming herself that it was her fault everything turnt out like this
She wanted to go so bad
She wanted to leave
She wanted to die.
But she couldn't because everytime she tried to killherself
Someone comes to her mind
And said
"Don't"
And she suddenly became weak by the voice she heard
She cried asking why anyone wouldn't let her killherself
She keeps everything to herself
All the pain
All the heartbreak
All the sorrow
All the mistakes
All the problem
Well no one was really there for her
No one cared
That is why she always have anxiety and depression
Because no one wanted her in this world
No one care for her
No one love her
She said talking to herself
"I'm ready to die, please take me."
-So Much For Everything
