As i lay down under the star
Watching the moon covered by the clouds
And a knife near me with the thought of suicide
I remember about you
How you ran your finger through my hair
How you hold me tight when you miss me
How you hold my hands while we walked
How you kissed me before we went home
I remember you said
"I will always love you"
Yet you're not here with me
You left me
With all the broken pieces of my heart
I don't even know if had feelings anymore
I only feel loneliness and empty
There's not much in me anymore
I'm not the one that i'm used to be
I'm not the happy girl i'm used to
I'm just an empty soul
I am nothing
I will never be good enough for someone
I will never be happy
I will never can make someone stay
I'm just the dumb girl who still love the same person
Who wrecked and hurt's me
Yet still love him
She's that one girl who always makes everyone disappointed
She's that one girl who always makes people leave
She's that one girl who was once a bright and cheerful girl but now just an empty soul
"Thank you for leaving me
I will always remember you
And i love you"
Said her as she cut her wrist and bled to death
