So Now You Like Me (Ariana Grande)

Chapter 19: Find Them

-Jai's POV

"Hi Jai. The nurse said you can come home today," Alyssa said, half whispering. I gave her a small smile because I just woke up and I have to admit, I was pretty weak right now. Just then, the nurse came in with a clipboard and pieces of paper. She lifted up one of the pieces and said, "Mr. Brooks, the doctor said that he is going to start giving you anti-depressants to deal with your loss."

Of course she said that at the time when I was trying to fill my mind with happy thoughts. All I did was nod my head. It's not that I wanted to be in drugs, I just didn't want another talk with the doctor about my 'rude behavior'.

She gave me a bottle of the anti-depressants and a cup of water. "Take one everyday for the next week. If you start feeling said again, after the week is over, you can come back and we'll tell you if you should keep taking them," the nurse said. I nodded my head again and watched as Ansel came in shaking his keys.

Alyssa helped me out of the hospital bed and walked me over to Ansel who led me to his car.

Someone in the car opened the door for me but I couldn't tell who it was because of the darkened side of the windows. When I sat down, I realized that it was Joanna. Everybody greeted me with hellos and good mornings.

All of my friends are surrounding me right now and I still don't feel happy.

My eyes start to flood when I think about Ariana and Mikayla. Aaliyah and Michelle rub my back and give me hugs. That would usually make me feel better. But now, I didn't feel an ounce of happiness, and I wouldn't until I found my loves.

That's what I needed to do. Get them to find Mikayla and Ariana.

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"No," the gang said. We came home and I sat them down, asking if we could try to find the girls.

"What do you mean 'no'?! For all we know, they might not even be dead. We need to find them! I feel like you don't even care about them!" I yelled.

Everyone, except Ansel, walked up to me for a group hug. I looked at Britney with a confused look. She just shook her head slowly as tears flowed delicately out of her brown eyes. Now that I notice, everyone is crying. Especially Ansel.

"W-What's going on?" I half whispered. Ansel's lip quivered for a second and then he finally said,

"Jai. Mikayla and Ariana are dead. The police came over before we picked you up. They said that they arrested Amelia and she told them the location of the girls. When the police got their, they found their lifeless bodies. They rushed the girls to the hospital but nothing works. It was too late."

My eyes were puffy and red. I had tear stains everywhere, with new ones forming, and my face was soaking wet. Ariana and Mikayla stole my heart. So how does it still hurt?