Now or Never ~ J.JK [Completed]

⚫Chapter 19⚫

"I miss you so much, I feel so alone and yet our love really didn't last"

Time Stamp: 11:00pm
8 hours remaining

(Make sure to read previous chapter, if you haven't)

(Just to clarify something, they don't know the exact date)

Sitting on the couch, i waited for kook to come home, at the moment he was at work and i was just on the couch, curled up in a ball, watching supernatural, i don't know why but for the whole day today, I've been feeling anxious and awfully tired, i figured it was because of me being 3 months pregnant but there's apart of me that thinks its something else entirly.

What'll happen if i fall asleep? Will i wake up again, or not? That thought has constantly been haunting my mind for the past three months, I found out i was pregnant when i was already two months in, that day i sat in the bathroom crying my eyes out, it wasn't because i didn't want to have a kid for him more like, i was sure we'd never get to see him, the thought of having a child that shared both our genes was heart warming but it also brought me heartache, kook tried to comfort me, i knew he was happy to be a father so i pretended to be ok just for his sake and now here we are.

Rolling unto my back, i heard the front door being opened, sitting up straight, i ran towards the door, and there he was, now taking off his shoes, seeing me he smiled at me cutely, before coming close to give me a hug, my arms wrapping around his waist, he kissed me on the forehead, before we headed into the living room, sitting down on the couch, i snuggled closer to him just enjoying the moment.

"How are you feeling?"

Kook said his arm wrapped around me, resting his chin on the top of my head, his hand combing through my hair, humming slightly, i interlocked my fingers with the ones on his free hand, playing with them.

"Im doing fine and so is yoon, how was work?"

I said, his hand now resting on my tummy, he hugged me close, blowing lightly on my ear, making me laugh.

"Thats good and work was fine, the guys want to see you tomorrow"

Hearing him, say this i just hummed in response, turning my head slightly to face him, i give him a light kiss before pulling away.

"You know i love you right?"

I said to him, blinking his eyes lightly, he kissed me back, muttering the words "i love you too", smiling at him i stood up, tugging him by his arm, guiding him upstairs. Since im sure he was tired, we decided to take a bath, before heading to bed. Heading up the stairs,

5 hours remaining

Laying in bed i was still afraid to fall asleep, turning over slightly, i watched kook, moving in his sleep, combing one hand through his hair, wondering to myself, what our son would look like.