At the start, the end. And in the middle.

I feel chemical inside of my heart.

"In the end all I really want to hear is ... 'I love you'. "

K.POV'S:

It's been a week since we started to share the same room, the same bed and the same cover.

Feeling each other warmth.

I can't stop from thinking about her. And her sweet sense, her bright smile and the sea in her eyes. The taste of her cooking too.

"I feel so jealous of you!" My friend said.

"Huh!Why?" I said looking at him surprised.

"Your wife makes the tastiest food ever! I envy you! We are all jealous. You've just been married." He said.

Laughing and looking at him.

I am smiling. She'll be happy if she knew that everyone likes her cooking. But, they don't know the truth behind all of these.

That I am a victim of hers that she forces in an indirect way to taste her food and if it's so bad I should say it's 'so delicious' and finish it all.

"You know my wife has the most poisoned Lazanya that it kills all the world if they taste it and every time she cooked I have to eat it all and say it's awesome or I will have to sleep outside and being bitten by her." He said

Looking to him. "So, it's not only me who suffer?" I said without realizing.

My friend looking at me with that look. The look of curiosity. Then we started to laugh.

"Hey! Hear guys even the Head Master suffer like us when it's related to wives cooking. So tell us which plate is the most deadly?" he said looking at me with the same look and everyone was waiting for the answer.

"Okay! For example this one. My wife made it 5 times per a day and every time she made me taste it. The first time she made it, it burns. 2nd time, the meat was uncooked. 3rd time, it was so salty like a sea. And the last time it was a disaster." I said

"I told you my wife poisoned Lazanya. So bad even it's the worst!" he said.

"So it was a disaster?"... "It was like a poison and the worst?"

A familiar voice we heard. Turning around to see that my Gardenia standing right behind me looking at me with her glowing eyes standing beside my friend's wife.

"We re in a big trouble! If our wives killers look. I assure you that we were going to be dead by now!" my friend said.

I think it's true. 

But, what's wrong with my heart. Something wrong with him these days, starting to beat so fast each time I see her. It's been a long time since the last it beats for someone. My heart beats start to be so fast. I don't know how to describe my feeling when I see her. I don't know what's wrong with him.

Beating so fast, feeling chemical inside it. Feelings.

I want to kiss her bloody lips and feel the warmth of her body in my arms and smell her sweet sense that it drives me crazy.

Still, don't know what's happening with me.

Back to home, I had to explain and ask for forgiveness for over then 3hours and hearing her complaining about 4hours. I am not mad for hearing her. I am glad that I have her. She may act like a child, I've never known this part of her I want to know more and more.

While stalking her for 6 months I've never seen this part of her. Her sweet smile.

Keeping her locked here I saw a little bit of her dark part. She never shows it. I want to know, understand it. Wanting to discover everything about her. My heart beating so fast looking at her fighting with soon I don't know what am I doing. Walking towards her. Hugging her from behind.

Smelling her sweet sense, kissing her neck, whispering in her ears 

"I love you and I won't lose you. I don't want you to disappear just like that person. Stay."

Turning her to face me. Looking to her eyes and kissing her bloody lips.

I don't know why but I want to do it because I have a bad feeling that something bad is going to happen and it may cost someone's life.

Oh, my heart! You betrayed me again but thank you for this time.