At the start, the end. And in the middle.

Say goodbye to my heart tonight.

"You have no idea what it feels like to be in a situation where you only is to leave."

M.POV'S:

After what he said I feel so happy. He said that he loves me. I am so happy to hear that kind of words. I am so happy that finally, someone loves me but should I tell him too?

He left like always to his office. I am cleaning his desk.

Soundly a book falls to the ground. I thought at first is just a book of his but when I opened it it was a journey. Writing what happens every day. From looking at the date it's an old one. Two years ago.

I was going to put it down and don't look at it but something got my attention. It's the same picture of that girl. The one that it looks exactly like me. I started to read.

He talks about her and how they spend the day together. I assure that they were lovers and they loved each other so much. I am a bit sad. But I am more curious wanting to know who is she and how it comes to looks just like me.

I kept reading. Something wrong his handwriting started to change and become aggressive. Something happening. He is writing down that he is looking for her. She left in the morning and never come back.

He is looking for her for the whole 6 months. Everything is clear now. He thinks that I am her replacement because I look just like her. 

That's why he kept locking me they're and controlling me and now he said that he loves me and don't want me to leave him. He wants me to stay with him.

Why he lied to me?

My heart starts to hurt me I need to back to downstairs to drink my black tea.

Trying to walk, it hurts so badly, I think it's another attack. It's been a while not getting it. I think because what I've read. It still hurt so much. Reaching the kitchen. I can't see very well. I am losing my balance. I can't breathe very well it's hard. I think that I am going to pass out.

Hearing some noise. Someone opening the door. Turning to see who is it.

I barely see it clear but I can know who is the front of me. It's that person. The person who looks like me. It's like I am looking in the mirror I am hearing her saying something "Hello! My twin sister. So long time no see!"

I am losing my consequence... I think that I am going to pass out... going to fall. I am falling to the floor. My heart hurts so much I think the time has come.

I can see someone else shoes there. I know this sense. It belongs to him. He is here. I want to see him for the last time and ask him but I don't think. Everything is getting dark. It's the end. Goodbye.

Trying to open my eyes slowly, there is a light hurting my eyes. There is someone holding my hand. Trying to turn my head and see who is it.

It was him holding my hand too tight. Trying to move my other hand and touch him but he woke up.

He jumped kissing my forehead looking at me with his eyes.

"Are you okay now?" He said.

I nod my head saying yes. He kept looking at me with his eyes.  I think he understands what I want to ask him and what am I waiting for him to explain but I think that I have to give up. 

I am running with my eyes. I am just a replacement for her, to his lover who left him. I can't trust him. Anyway, I am going to die, I still don't have much time. I am dying.

"Say goodbye to my heart tonight," I said to him.

"What do you mean?" he said.

" I am dying don't you see it! It's the end. And no need to tell me that you don't love me. I am just a replacement for her." I said

Looking into each other eyes. My heart hurts me. It started to beat so fast. I can't breathe. He noticed it.

It's getting dark again.

Goodbye, my heart and thank you for betraying me.