From time to time, I never stop thinking, to be honest. For a second thought, I really think that it would be over after school ended but life is cruel. I never thought that someone that I dearly love have a same behaviour like a person that keep making me confuse and angry. They show love at the same time with hate. How can it be at the same time? I had wonder for it for a long time and it still remains mystery to me. To keep away from it, I had to run away even if it meant I had to separate from my old mans. I know myself to well. For sure, God never been cruel to me. Even though he gives me a lot of challenges and trials, he never let me suffers entirely. He gives me some happypills. Some happypills that keep me away from drowning to deep in my thought. I thanked God for it.
