Im gonna have some short run vacation for a unknown reason lol, may god bless me with good people and good times. Amin.
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I don't even know what is the purpose of my doings lol. I feel nothing. I feel empty. I feel... i dont know, i never see what will i become in the future. I wish I will stay like this; being young forever. I wish I can just wish for what I have dreamed for. I wish age will never grows cause i know when age grows up, people need to learn to be mature;that's what people thought; and i seriously fucking hate that. It's so stressful just by hearing it. It's like there is no freedom in ourselves. I never had one lol. What is freedom? Can u tell me?
People comes and people go. That is what happening in our circle of life— not gonna lie. It's hurtful but that is what makes us mature??
Gosh, only God knows how much I hate the "mature" word.
Why did it even exist?
Who create it?
Why do we need it?
For a second thought, I had rethink a lot that the "word" itself can keep our man kind.
Being "mature" means; you need to hold your anger when you are mad by thinking with your mind and not with your "hand or leg".
Being "mature" means; you need to move on from what that is trying to hold you from getting you a successful life, a meaningful life. Challenges comes in a different ways with a different situations.
Being "mature" means a lot; it's not easy but that's life.
