Diary of the Closet Gay Girl [COMPLETED]

Entry 18

GUYS!!! BEFORE YOU START READING THIS, I DON'T SPEAK SPANISH OR ANY LANGUAGE ASIDE FROM ENGLISH SO IF THERE ARE ANY MISTAKES IN THIS, PLEASE TELL ME SINCE I USED GOOGLE TRANSLATE FOR THIS AND I DON'T KNOW ANYONE ON HERE OR IN REAL LIFE TO GET HELP FROM. THANKS -LOTUS.

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4/9/17

Dear Diary,

I had a crazy day today.

Girl, every day is a crazy day for you!

I know that! Geez!!

Anyway, it all started when me and Valeria planned to hang out at her place when I met her brother - Gabriel - for the first time. He was tall and kinda good-looking. I guess Valeria's family have a good set of genes! After meeting him, it kinda went crazy. So, this is how it went down.

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I went over to Valeria's house to hang out with - obviously - Valeria. We sat on the couch, watching Everything Sucks! on Netflix, commentating on how adorable Kate and Emaline are together!

"Oh my god Kate's giggles give me LIFE!"

Valeria giggled "Not gonna lie, Emaline's kinda hot."

"I know right!? How can a person be sexy AND cute!??! They've got to be an entirely different species!!!"

"Oh like me?"

I snorted "As if!"

BUTYOUARESOFUCKINGSEXYOHMYGODAQWERTYHERTY

Shut up Immaturity! She's not!

Bitch you blind!?!

Yeah!! Why do you think I got glasses?!?

I thought you got glasses to hide your insecurities?

Shut the fuck up!

"Oh? But Jamie told me that you said that I'm hot."

"THAT WAS A LIE!!!!" It wasn't. "Don't listen to her!!"

Valeria just laughed and continued watching the show. I looked at her for a few minutes before my eyes went back to the screen. As I was watching the TV show, I felt something on my leg; a hand. that belonged to you-know-who.

I inhaled and held my breath (don't do that kids!).

She's touching my leg.

She's.

Touching.

My.

Leg!!

I must start a convo before I make anything weird. Quick!!

"So... I love Ruby Rose in Orange Is The New Black. She's sooo hot!!"

"I know right!!?! She's literally every girl's crush!!" said Valeria, her hand was gripping my leg.

God, why am I so turned on by this????

"Along with Katie McGrath and Caity Lotz. Oh my God they are fucking hot!!"

"OMG yeah!!" Then suddenly, door bell rang. "I'll get it." Valeria got up from the couch and walked towards the door to open it.

"Hey Val!"

I heard Valeria gasped and squealed. I looked to where she was and she was hugging a guy. "Oh my God! Gabe!! What are you doing here!?!"

"Isn't it obvious? I came to see you, dummy!" the guy said.

"Oh! Um.. Gabe, this is my friend Lilly. And Lilly, this is my brother Gabriel."

I looked at the guy who was standing next to her and waved at me. I said "Hey."

"Ok, does she know Spanish?"

They both looked at me. "No I don't."

"Ok," Gabriel then looked back at his sister "¿Es esa la chica con la que quieres pasar el resto de tu vida?"

Valeria gasped again as her cheeks went rosy red. She then punched him in the arm. "Gabriel!!!"

I have no idea what he just said but by the way Valeria reacted, I'm guessing he said something that provoked Valeria.

Damn! She's so cute when she blushes!!!

"Aww tan lindo."

"¡Cállate!" She shouted. She even sounds sexy when she speaks spanish!! Fuck!!

"Aww, ¿qué harías si le dijera a Lilly?"

"¡Te golpearé en la cara!" Valeria said. Her brother just laughed. By the way Gabriel acts and by the way Valeria acts, it's seems like Valeria is the younger sibling out of the two.

Ok, I don't know how but that made her even cuter!!

I honestly don't know what they were talking about and I felt soooo lost. I just sat there, watching them with a blank expression. "Uhh... Guys?"

The two siblings looked at me before the brother began speaking "Oh right! I'm here to drop my kids off for a few hours. Is that alright? you could come with me if you want."

"Yeah I would love to! What are you doing in those few hours while the kids are here?" Valeria asked.

"Well, I need to run a little errand for our old madre and Mya can't look after the kids because she has to take a someone else's shift at the nursing home."

"Oh... I see..." Valeria replied, looking down. I have no clue what was going on but by the way Val said that, was pretty... off.

Gabriel gave Valeria an apologetic look "I know, but I think it would be good for you to see mum. I mean, you haven't seen her since you were 17."

Valeria huffed in frustration "I don't want to see her and I don't think she'll appreciate you taking me with you during your 'Errand Boy' mode."

"Come on sis." Gabriel replied in a more harsh tone. He was probably hurt by Valeria's comment. This was when I decided to cut in.

"Ok guys!" I said, standing between the two siblings. "Let's not waste time in arguing."

The two huffed in frustration, knowing I was right.

"Fine! I'll go."said Valeria as she went to get her coat but paused and looked at me "Wait. Are you going to be ok with the kids, Lilly?"

Nope. Absolutely not. "Yeah... I should be ok..."

Valeria sighed in relief "Thanks Lilly! I owe you one!" she pecked me on the cheek and left the house while Gabriel let the kids in the house.

I ducking hate myself

Lilly.