Epilogue #2

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(If you don't want to be upset with the ending of this book go back to Epilogue #1)

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*Jay's POV* 

It's been about two weeks since the fight. This week I've decided not to go to school at all only to the Winter Formal tomorrow.

I haven't spoken to either Cameron or Jack since. I've stayed home just chilling with my new boyfriend netflix 'cause he doesn't cheat and stuffing my face with loads of junk food.

Even when I watch movies or shows I still have the horrific picture of Jack and Stephanie stuck in my mind. I'm trying so hard to get it out but I can't. Bethany hasn't been a problem lately she seems to be enjoying this.

Right now I am curled up in my bed watching G.B.F while eating twinkies and chips. I chose to watch this movie because it's one of my favorites and it's gay guys not some girl getting cheated on by a stupid guy.

The blinds to my room are closed with the curtains over. Blocking out any sunlight. My door is closed. My room looks like batman's lair and that seems to be the only thing I'm enjoying. 

I'm supposed to be watching the movie but here I am thinking about how Stephanie is the whore that my ex-boyfriend cheated on me with and how Jack and Cameron haven't ever made an effort to make up with each other before me.

Macy's has been coming over to my house everyday to check on me and to bring my homework. She and my dark room are the only joyful things right now.

I laughed because Caprice just told Tanner to say fierce and he acted shy about it.

I stopped laughing when I heard a knock on my door. 

"What?!" I shouted through the chips in my mouth. 

Then the knocking came again. It was probably Macy.

I groaned because I had to get up. I feel stupid because I think I left the door locked.

As soon as I opened my door my face dropped.

"Get the hell out." I said really fast.

"I want to talk." He urged.

"I don't. Leave!" I argued.

"Please." He begged.

"No there's nothing to talk about! You fucked another girl!" I slammed my door shut. I walked away from it.

Feeling stupid again Jack walked through the door because I didn't lock it.

"Leave." I ordered. 

"No. I want to talk." He said calmly while standing front of the door.

I'm considering leaving now. I can go out my window. It'll work. 

"Jack please just go! I don't want to talk about you and another girl! We're still done, go. It doesn't matter." I spoke then fell face first ono my bed putting my face in a pillow.

"Can I at least explain?!" He nearly shouted.

"Ugh." I groaned stetching the word into my pillow.

"Nothing happned." He said calmly composing himself, "That was an old video from when we dated. It's not recent. I said at the party all we did was kiss." 

"That still counts as cheating!" I yelled because if I said it normally it would of been muffled.

"I know and I'm sorry." He gently cooed.

In disbelief I pulled my face from the pillow. I propped myself on my elbow so I could see him.

"Okay so you're claiming you're sorry all you did was kiss her when there was a video that proves much more. Even if all you did was kiss her it still looks bad because of that video and all you're saying is sorry?" I spat not noticing I was standing up now.

My arms were crossed over my chest.

"Yes because I am deeply sorry!" He tried to reach for my arms and I stepped back. He took a step closer. "I'm sorry I cheated. I'm sorry I listened to my stupid friends while drinking. I'm sorry I wasn't a good boyfriend. I'm sorry for myself because I lost the greatest girl ever. I'm sorry I couldn't be a better person. I'm just sorry." He half yelled as he inched closer.

"Sorry doesn't fix everything, Jack." I retorted. My expression remained blank as he kept taking steps closer.

"Obviously not. If it did, you'd still be my girlfriend. And I'd still be able to do this," Before I had time to react his lips were on mine. 

I kissed back for about a second then pushed him off me.

"Jack I don't want anything to do with you." I whispered keeping my eyes on the floor while I had one hand on my bed holding myself up for support. "I've forgiven you too much. I've given you too many chances. This time is different cause it was the last. Just go." 

"I don't want to. I'm not just gonna let you go over some video with some girl and a fight! That's not enough for me to quit completely loving you. You were the first and only real girl I've ever dated. The only one I've ever loved." He was holding both of my hands.

"You are the most interesting person I've ever met. You made me want to get to know you and I did, but I haven't completely finished doing so. Your emerald green make me melt. Everytime I see you my mood immeadiately changes. You make me was to throw up because of how much butterflies I get just by hearing you laugh or seeing your smile. I'm in love with the way you could watch netflix like there's no tomorrow. 

I'm in love with how you eat anything you want without caring what anyone will think. I'm in love with how you could be crying with mascara running down your cheeks and I'd still think you are the most beautiful girl ever. I'm in love with the way you look at lthings like a puppy. You could stare at one and I'll have the urge to look too because you look at it like it's so precious so I have to see for myself. I'm in love with your eyes. All your flaws.

I'm in love with all of you and your flaws. I'm not just going to walk out." He finished staring me deep in the eyes.

Tears brimmed my eyes.

"You couldn't have meant all of that." I choked out, finally speaking.

"Oh but I did." He gave me a sad smile and my hands a light squeeze.

"Jack I-" I started but choked on the lump forming in my throat, "I love you too but I'm not just going to forgive you. You meant a lot to me. Cameron meant a lot to me. But you kissed some girl at a party and I don't know if you're lying or not on all that happened with her. Both of you meant a lot and there you go fighting and the best part is the girl you cheated on me with was the reason why!" 

"Jezza-" I cut him off.

"I love you. Always will I won't forget but Jack I can't keep giving you chances. I'm done with you and Cameron. Just go please." I ley my tears fall from my eyes and touch the floor.

"I love you. Never forget. Just consider forgivness. Please." Next thing I knew was he was cupping my face and kissing my forehead.

"I will Jack." My voice barely below a whisper. 

He walked out my door with tears staining his cheecks. 

Somehow I've managed to get the the popular kid, Jack Johnson, to fall in love with me. Somehow I've also managed to break his heart. 

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It's official The Popular Kid is over!

How was this for my first fanfic?! 

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