Night Thoughts √

Miss

I can talk about not missing you,
I can admit I'll move on,
I can promise I'll be happier,
And I'll swear I won't get jealous when you with her.
Truth is,
It's all lies
I miss you so fucking much,
It's beginning to change me as a person.
I haven't felt happy since we broke up,
And the smiles they see are put on.
Catch me alone and I'll be sobbing,
I always am when people can't see me.
My heads so full of our memories,
My hearts so full of our love.
And despite everything I feel,
I'm so numb.
Where are you,
I need you.
I'm sorry,
I love you.