Nicole's POV
I am in my room, laying on my bed trying to stop my tears. I shouldn't be crying over this but then again, this is the part of the month where I am more emotional than others. I hear a knock on my door and I'm too lazy to get up and get it. "Nicole, sweetie, can we come in?" It's Alexis. "Go away!" I almost yell, still trying to keep up tears. "Your mother and I want to talk to you." He says. I don't answer and turn on my side. I hear the door to my room open. "Nicole, I am so sorry I overreacted." Renée says, coming over to the side of my bed. "We just want to talk to you about it." Alexis says. "Go away." I say again. Renée grabs my hands, while I try to pull away. She clings on to them and pulls me till I am sitting up. Her and Alexis sit on the edge of the bed, right across from where I am siting. Renée takes her hand and pushes my hair to the side of my face. "Honey, were you crying?" She asks. I nod. "Okay. I think I know why. I was a little emotional today too." She says. I smile a little. "Anyways, Nicole, we might get a little bit steamed when something first happens, but, we will always try to calm down before we try to talk to you about it." Alexis starts. "That's correct. Nicole, your a good kid. You just have to watch what you say sometimes." Renée says. "Yeah, it's not polite to say that to adults." Alexis says. "But mom does." I say. "Lin has corrupted her." Mom says. I laugh. "Just try to watch your language." Dad says. "Okay." I say. "Okay." They say. They leave, and then seconds later, Renée comes back with a chocolate bar and Mean Girls in hand. "I figured me and you could just talk about your feelings and watch some cheesy teen movies." Renée says. "I'm sorry I got upset mom." I say. "It's totally understandable honey." She says. "No. It's not. Something's wrong with me mentally and I don't know what. Everyone at my old school and probably everyone here too hates me. I have Panic attacks sometimes. To make that worse, I have a fear of failure, a fear of not being good enough, and a fear of the Hamilton cast hating me. To top that off, Mandy probably hates me and so do you!" I scream, curling up into a ball and crying. "Hija. Your okay, No one hates you." Renée says, trying to pat me on the back.
Renée's POV
Then, I hear Nicole start freaking out. "Nicole?" I ask. No response but screaming. "Nicole?" I ask again. Still no response. "Alexis! Come in here please!" I yell, starting to cry a little. "Renée, What is it?" He asks. "What's going on with Nicole?" I ask, stifling past tears. "She's having a Panic attack." Alexis says. "Oh my goodness. What do I do?" I ask. "Just help me help her." Alexis says and he does everything he can to get her out of the attack. A few minutes later, we get Nicole back from the attack. "Mom?" She asks. "I love you. I am here for you whenever you need it." I say. "I love you too." She says. "Renée, you need to take her and get her mentally evaluated this weekend." Alexis says. "Okay, I will." I say.
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The Daughters: Adopted by Renée Elise Goldsberry and Daveed Diggs
FanfictionNicole and Alexandrea are just best friends who are living an ordinary life until something extrodanary happens. The girls learn first hand what it's like to be related to some of the biggest people in pop culture in the moment.