OKAY THIS IS (hopefully) THE LAST CHAPTER I INTERRUPT BEFORE YOU CAN READ!!!
Just letting you know I'm gonna put really cute Logicality/Prinxiety/Group/Thomas pictures up the top from now on !! So don't forget to look up there at the smol beans!!!
(NONE OF THE ART IS MINE)
-Ren 😈🤖🌟🐶
(Underlined writing = Patton writing in his diary)
I sank down, still grasping Logan's hand. Warmth radiated off his cheeks and I giggled as we dropped from the ceiling of the mind palace to the floor. Lo landed perfectly on his feet, but I stumbled in my cocoon of blankets and ended up on top of him. I looked into his eyes. All of the sides have Thomas' dark brown eyes, but also have different coloured flares depending on what they represent. Logic's eyes were amazingly beautiful. They were dark chocolate brown, but flares of navy pulsated in them. His pupils were large and staring right into mine. He was so undeniably adorable, with his light blush and ruffled hair and huge pupils. I honestly would've stayed in that position all day if we weren't rudely interrupted by my son."You guys comfortable?" Virgil snorted, elbowing Roman lightly.
"Did you have to ruin their cute moment?! I've been shipping them together for ages!!" Roman scolded, elbowing him back.
I scrambled to my feet, ripping off the blankets and trying to wipe the goofy grin from my face.
"If you guys don't cut this ship (Patton winks) out, I'll ground you," I said, going from joking to serious.
They both went quiet then, their eyes wide. Last time they were grounded they were forced to stay in the opposite rooms. I designed them specifically for my children if they got out of hand. Let's just say that seeing as they are opposites, they literally switch their rooms, clothes, looks, etc. It's hilarious.
Logan then cleared his throat, and we turned to him. He was just as adorable as ever.
Last time I thought that I had an episode. I need to be careful with what I think now.
"I'm going to go sift through Thomas' memories of this morning compared to surveillance of the Mind, maybe see if there is a correlation between the two episodes."
He then turned to me.
"Uhm, Patton..."
He looked so uncomfortable, like looking at me was difficult.
He probably thinks you're ugly, childish, stupid. He'll never like you. Friends or otherwise.
Without finishing his sentence, Lo left the room, leaving me sad and a little confused.
Well I'm always confused.
( AIN'T THAT THE TRUTH )"Okay even you have to admit that was adorable," Roman sighed as he led Virgil to their areas of the mind.
"Maybe. But think of all the problems this could start! What if they date and then break up? Or they start fighting?! Think of all of those bad possibilities..."
I decided to head to my 'house' through the back entrance of the garden. This means I'll have to go through Deceit's garden, but if I'm lucky Severus Snake will be doing laundry or washing dishes or something so he won't see me pass through.
His version of Thomas' house was very, very scary. Half of the house was just like Thomas'; the nicely trimmed lawn, the cement driveway, the red-brown brick design and the miniature flowerpots outside. The other half was something out of a horror movie. Where Deceit's bedroom should be the walls have caved in and black stains the walls. I shiver and walk faster. Not only are splatters of dark black seen throughout the house, it also covers the dead lawn and the empty flower pots. There was a hissing noise from the grass.
S-Snakes!!!
I clamped a hand over my mouth to stifle a scream of terror before running across the grass, crossing the yellow and black flowers to get to the central area.
The central area represents Thomas. It's literally rainbow. The jewels have little rainbows in them. The flowers are all different shades. There's a hedge that has been cut and coloured into a rainbow.
This place literally couldn't be any gayer.
I turned to the left and saw a Navy blue door and a Baby blue door. I felt a pang.
Logan. Logan. Logan. Logan.
I went to open his door, I needed to talk to him, to tell him what I was feeling, that I was scared and he was like home.
But then I remember the look.
He looked so uncomfortable, like looking at me was difficult.
I looked down, tears brimming and threatening to spill down my cheeks. I hated that I was so emotional. I might be thomas' heart, but that shouldn't mean I'm so emotional 100% of the time.
Rushing through the Baby blue door I ran up the stairs to my house and collapsed on my bed. It was time to write in my diary.
Hi again diary!!!
Today has been such a crazy day. I've been confused, upset and overall super stressed!
Okay, this might just seem like how I am every single day, but it's even worse than how it usually is!!! I think.. I think I might have feelings for Lo.
Now I know I established this months ago: after we dressed up as Sherlock and Watson we've been very close. At first I thought the butterflies, sudden giggle attacks and rosy cheeks were just the fact that I finally had a friend in the mind! But... now I'm not so sure.
Today I had a 'dizziness episode' and Logan was there when I woke up. He was startlingly close, and I have a feeling that while I was out I might have reached for him. He was a blushing mess!
Then when we went to see our little guy to make sure he was alright, I got really scared and held Logan's hand. Yep. HELD HIS HAND!!!! Let me just tell you, when Logan blushes he is A-DOR-A-BLE!!!!!
Then when we slipped back into the mind I literally FELL ON HIM!!! His eyes... they're just so beautiful. I think I might like his eyes more than I like cookies!!
So what does this mean?? It's so... confusing. I hate this confusion! It's making me dizzy!
I think I'll skip dinner tonight and have a snooze.
-Patton 🐶After writing I still felt kind of sad so I wrote a story about Logan and without thinking left the diary open as I snuggled into my covers. I clicked my fingers and changed into tracksuit pants and my cat hoodie. I closed my eyes and dreamt of Logan and I.
This was over 1100 words, my longest chapter yet!! I am planning to get into some Prinxiety fluff in the next couple of chapters so stay tuned! And we're going to be getting into a lot of "episodes" with Patton, so I'll do a TW at the start of the episode and a recap at the start for those people that want to skip them.
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FanfictionPatton is the Dad, looking after Roman and Virgil (and trying to get them to date in the process). But with Logan, it was different. He was always confused, but Logan had him so caught up that Patton no longer knew how he felt about anything, which...