Death Wish

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by Blondie11067

by Blondie11067

                                    
                                              
I'm not alone
and yet, I am.
I am loved
but still feel bad.
                          Cause I ain't good,
my soul's all black.
I don't laugh,
I got a broken smile.
                          In the deepest of dark
I found myself.
Can't get out
and still don't care.
                          Let go of the fighting
and feels as well. 
Finally feel, 
that I can rest.

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                          If I let go
of the life and hope
would I find peace?
I'll never know.
                          If I kill myself,
what'll be the worst?
Some tears and pain
and then walk away.
                          Is it worth the try?
Could I come back?
It doesn't matter,
I wouldn't want.
                          A Death wish I have
'cause I'm tired of all.
If I let go,
let my soul fly alone.


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This is from like 2015 I just found it, so here it is.