secrets don't make friends |bts fanfic

nine

Aiyu POV

"hey beautiful." said my boyfriend jungkook, as he ran up to me before kissing me passionately on the lips.

he had always greeted me with a deep, lustful kiss.

and each time, i'd buy into it and kiss him passionately back.

even though each time, id taste a different girl on his lips.

cherry lipgloss sundays .

carmel coffee mondays.

and today, it was cinnamon roll tuesday .

and although it may seem like i have major feelings for him, i actually don't.

i still have no clue why i continue to hurt myself this way; buying into his piece of shit lies everytime he fucks up.

i let him touch me and kiss me everytime we're out in public.

i even gave up my virginity to him last year.

and even though i hated it, i always came back for him.

i always kept showing him love even when i wanted to let everything go.

i had no clue if it was the look in his eyes whenever we were alone or his sculpture-like body and muscles, but it all kept me from walking away.

"hey, jungkook." i said, coming up for air.

jungkook shook his head. "mmm, don't say anything."

he pressed his lips back onto mine and then wrapped his arms around my waist, slowly moving them down south.

i used to feel extremely uncomfortable when he did things like this in public to me, but now, i'm used to it.

jungkook began to caress one of my breasts, squeezing them hard.

i wanted to yell and kick him in the nuts, but then again, were in public.

i mentally rolled my eyes until jungkook finally came up for air.

"your lips taste sweet babe."

i smiled and gazed into his dark brown orbs. "mm, yours do too."

jungkook began to stare at me intensely; like i had something inside of me that he was trying to mentally get out.

then he started smiling.

"i love you so much babe, i just want you to know that." jungkook said to me, resting his forehead on mine and holding my chin.

"i-," i paused as jungkook gave me a hard stare. i spread a false smile on my face. "-i love you too."

Suran POV

ah, where is he?

why hasn't he shown up yet?

these things ran through my mind as i waited on jungkook, sitting on a bench outside the school.

we were supposed to go out for our morning coffee, like he promised after buying me a cinnamon bun.