secrets don't make friends |bts fanfic

thirteen

Mikayla POV

when everyone in the class left, it was just me, seokjin, and that hoseok guy.

i looked up from my phone and at seokjin, who was already turned fully around in his seat and staring intensely at me.

i was instantly startled by his gaze and jumped up in my seat.

"what's wrong?" seokjin laughed, now smiling at me.

i shook my head. "oh, nothing. i just saw a scary post on instagram." i lied.

seokjin continued to laugh, which sounded like someone wiping windows.

i smiled back at him and looked back down at my phone.

then i heard him stop laughing before he grabbed my phone out of my hands.

i looked up at him nervously, as his eyes roamed my face.

"you don't have to hide behind that phone all the time. what happened to that fun party girl last night?" he asked, waving my phone around.

i shrugged my shoulders.

"i- i guess she needed some rest?" i replied, making the worst joke ever.

seokjin chuckled before sitting my phone down on my desk.

"you know i have feelings for you, right?" he said, now bringing himself closer to me.

i looked down at the table, still feeling the heat of his gaze on me, as if he was never blinking.

i giggled.

"n-no."

seokjin chucked a finger under my chin and brought my head up to face him.

"well now you know."

i looked at his eyes deeply as i fell into his sudden trance that he had on me.

it's like he was swooning me into someplace majestic with only his two eyes.

my face beamed red.

"oh, uh. i... have to go pee now." i said, standing up from my seat and springing out the door.

as i walked into the hallway, i made my way to the window and took deep breaths at it, my hands on the windowpane.

what has that man done?!

he's like a sexy god or something.

why am i hyperventilating over just his gaze?!

i need to get myself under control..

as i pep-talked myself, out of the window, i could see namjoon and hanmyun standing my the side of the building, talking about something.

namjoon had a worried expression on his face and hanmyun seemed instructive.

maybe i should go down with them..

i made my way down the stairs and out the door, happy to be escaping seokjin for now.

his presence was just too obscene for me.

before i approached a side of the building, i could hear words that namjoon was screeching.

"but what if she doesn't like me now? what if she doesn't even think of me hat way?!"

"don't worry, namjoon. she's a nice person. she'll love you."

i had decided to stay back and eavesdrop on them from around the corner.

what they were saying seemed too interesting to let go of.

"no hanmyun. she already has feelings for that stuck up brat. no way will she even look at me!"

"hey don't say that. mikayla will love you. i promise."

and at those words, i was in shock.

NAMJOON HAS A CRUSH ON ME?!

i covered my mouth from gasping too loud and went back to listening.

"okay. ill just confess my love for her tomorrow then. that'll give me enough time."

"great. and don't be afraid, show some confidence when you speak to her. she likes confident guys."

"well im not a confident type of guy like seokjin and jimin. they both grabbed you and mikayla's attention while i've grabbed no one's."

WHAT? HANMYUN LIKES JIMIN?!

why am i just now finding all these things out?

where have i been and why hasn't hanmyun told me at least?

"don't worry about jimin, we won't be talking anymore. he likes that rosè girl."

i I wore a shocked expression on my face.

has my best friend betrayed me for namjoon now?

she's suppose to tell me all her secrets, not him.

she barely even knows the guy!

i should go over and confront her..

as soon as i was about to make my way over, they began to speak again.

"you know what? how about i go find jimin and convince him to bring me over his house tonight, huh? then i'll let him know he hasn't shown you any affection lately and then he'll be back in your arms right?"

"tch, no. for one, that won't work. secondly, jimin doesn't need to know this. thirdly, you guys aren't even close enough to be over each other's houses."

"hey, that jin guy let mikayla into his house, why can't jimin let me over?"

he's not lying..

"okay fine. but don't be too weird like you always are, you'll ruin everything."

after hanmyun's words, i could hear footsteps inching closer towards my spot, so i hid behind a bush.

they walked completely past me and didn't see me at all.

i really need to talk with hanmyun more..

and namjoon? oh my gosh ive got to prepare myself for tomorrow..

he's gonna confess his love for me? how sweet..

i smiled at myself before creeping from the bush and running in their opposite direction.

they must not know that i was anywhere near them..