secrets don't make friends |bts fanfic

twenty four

mikayla lead me to some secluded room in the university—one with old textbooks and broken desk chairs.

she brought me into the room before closing the door behind us.

"now, go ahead. let's talk." i suggested, sitting back on an old desk table.

mikayla paced around a little.

"well," she began. "about last night— and you know.. the whole..."

"kissing thing?" i finished for her.

she looked up at me and nodded.

"yeah— about that."

i stood up sharply, now concerned.

did she not like the kiss?

was it too much?

is she gonna tell that brat jerk about it?

and that's when she came out and said it.

"i know you agreed to kiss me because you like me."

i did nothing but stand there in half disbelief and half shock that she knew my secret.

but— how?!

i ruffled my hair and bit my lip.

"uh, y-you know ab-about that?" i stuttered, slowly walking to the other side of the room.

she didn't respond, but instead glared at me and nodded.

i let out a sigh.

"so, what im hearing is.. you think i didn't kiss you just for the dare—but something more?" i said, raising an eyebrow.

mikayla nods once again.

but this time, she speaks back.

"yes, namjoon. i knew you were gonna confess to me today, like you said yesterday behind the building."

my eyes doubled in size.

she s-saw me?

and—heard everything?!

my jaw dropped to the floor.

"i-uh—um.." i stuttered, rendered speechless.

"look, you don't have to feel embarrassed," she stated, walking up to me.

i don't have to feel embarrassed? and why not?

"because, i like you too."

my heart raced a million times from before, but i was relaxed at the same time.

she— likes me back?!

since when?

you know what? it doesn't even matter..

i smiled at her as she smiled at me in return.

soon after, we didn't realize we were kissing again.

it was a time-relatable, sweet kiss; one that didn't require tongue or grabbing hair.

i held her in my arms as her hands laid on my shoulders.

Our heads moved in sync as the kiss started to exceed into something more.

i was getting further into it until she used a hand to push me backwards.

i blinked in confusion.

what—just happened..

mikayla looked at me wide-eyed like she couldn't believe we kissed each other on our own. and without a dare this time.