Hidden Darkness

I'm gone

I hate this life.

What should I do?

Should I end it here

Or try to pull through.

I don't know.

I don't know anymore.

Should I just leave and

Slam the door.

I'm so confused.

What should I do?

Where do I belong?

I don't fit in I may

As well be gone.

Please help me.

I need some advice.

God help me make

Me think twice.

I don't know what to do

I'm so confused.

Just some one help me

Pull through.

I hold out my hand

Someone please help.

They don't listen.

I cry.

Why don't they help me I

Wonder why.

I'm falling.

I'm falling into darkness.

Oh look it's to late

I'm gone.

The darkness has won

And now I'm gone.

I stand here watching.

They lower the coffin.

Tears brimming their eyes

Now all I think is I wish I

Thought twice.

I'm gone.

Now everything's gone wrong.

My family.

I watch them sit and cry each night,

Thinking they could of helped

But they couldn't I was damaged

Mentally.

There was no way anyone could of

Helped me.

My friends.

They had no clue

What I was feeling inside.

Now I'm gone and they wonder why?

I was broken and tearing apart

But I smiled through the dark.

I tried to show people I was ok.

Now I'm gone and they are broken.

This wasn't what I wanted to happen.

But I'm gone and can't do anything but protect them.

I'll be their guardian angel.

I'll help them through the dark when they are falling apart.

Even though I'm gone I'm still here

Helping them through.

I'm their guardian angel it's the most I can do.