Darkness of the truth

CHAPTER - 2(The Start)

In 2005, New Alipur, kolkata. It was the kind of place where the temperature rose too high, and maximum of the year is summer, that walking out made a person feel as if would melt. I left for school with my brother. I read in class I and my brother was in XII. We read in D. P. S (Delhi Public School).... That day was parents teacher meeting day, and as usually my parents were not able to attend the meeting. Well, actually this is regular for my brother too.. We missed the PT meeting again and returned home.. I was crying the hole evening. Then my dad came at night. He had a surprise for us.  The surprise was, this time he came back for 1 month, a hole month we gonna spend time together.!!! That was the most precious gift for me.. 
     I was very happy that night. Dad loves me very much. And I also after dinner I sat in his lap and talking..  Actually kind of complaining him about all the things happened with me. He smiled and said that " hey little princess, it is very late, tomorrow morning I will listen everything. Now you have to go to the bed baby!" I replied " but dad! I do not sleep!"
Well this is true, I don't sleep, actually I can't sleep. I didn't know why.  After listening that he looked very tensed.
He took me to my room and put me down to bed, kissed my forehead and leave the room.. 
   Around 1:00 am I heard a noise from my parents room.. Mom and dad was quarrelling!!! I opened my room door and went in front of their room. I knew it!!  They were quarrelling about me. They were talking in a weird way. Mom was accusing dad for bringing me home. What does that mean? I am their daughter, isn't that true! Who I am??
     I couldn't listen anymore.  I went back to my room and sat down I looked towards the sky, it was dark, cloudy like it's wanted to hide something from me. I asked myself.. Who I am?  What is my Identity?  I don't know.  I can't think of it. What is true?  Why they were saying that!  Everything got blank to me. What should I do!  Should I cry or not?  I was lost totally that night.  And that was the start of my life.  That night was start of knowing the truth.  A truth which turned me into darkness.  I was going to suffer from the darkness of the truth...
I looked at the table clock.  It was 2:50 am..  I closed my eyes...