The Big Secret

Chapter Seven

Roxanne's POV

I have locked myself in my room for more than a day now, I guess I just need my own space.  My eyes are swallen as a simple result of crying. 

I blame myself for all that happenned, I let my feelings get in a way of my safety.  So stupid Roxaane Davies.

I know I can't stay in my room forever, but I can't stop thinking about what more could have happened if...

Everyone at school knows about the incident, I have become the centre of attention.  Been receiving sympathetic texts that I got so annoyed I  switched of my phone.

I don't need anyone feeling sorry for me.

If only I had a way of contacting the man that saved my life.  The man in a mask.
I need to show my appreciation.

Not knowing his name kinda gets to me, I can't keep on calling him by the man in a mask.  Should probably give him a name.

Let me  think... 💭
How about.... Xalvador??
Xalvador is a Spanish name for Saviour.
Beautiful, my knight in shining armor.
Xalvador.

I feel safe in his arms.  I, however don't want to know his true identity maybe because am not ready for disappointments. 

"If we wait untill we ready, we will be waiting for the rest of our lives "

What then do I do? Rox think!
Well I just can't take off his mask and see who he is.

Honestly I am just scared it would be...
Fine, I guess my heart... My heart wishes it would be Ryan. 

But ever since he came back, there's been a distance between us.   We avoid each other in every way possible.  How pathetic.
He has changed.  Times have changed.  I've  changed.  Things are nolonger the same.

It doesn't really matter who you used to be.
What matters is who you've become.

The little moments we have shared together ever since he came back are priceless. It takes me back to the good old days. The days when he looked at me and I felt enough. The  good typa enough.
Enough of him.  Enough of his eyes.  Enough of the  love I feel for him.  Enough of everything.

There is no possible way on earth that Ryan  could the man in a mask.
Am obviously being paranoid but a wish is a wish.

                                 ___________

I need some  good vibes only.
Should invite some few people over.
By some few people I mean Cassie, Chris, Mia and maybe her friends too.  I know am not friends with Mia, she annoys me.  However I think I need her vibe and maybe "Ryan" if he's not to busy with work!

Good vibes only!

Firstly I wanna thank each one of you guys for your endless support and ❤️ love. 

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You guys are amazing.

🌹💕.  What do you guys think will happen next!!??...
Can't wait.