new kid - justin blake

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r a e g a n 

"alright, beast your next." the hair cutter says as prisoner 8003 exits the chair.

"no." i say staying put.

"lets go or ill put you here myself."

"fucking try me."

as he gets up and walks over to me his hand goes across my face leaving my face red and stingy. i don't fucking want my hair to get shaved off. 

m a y 

"hi, oscar." i smile giving him a hug. he's actually been quite nice to me and we've gotten a lot closer. he said he was sorry and stuff, he just really liked me. 

he's recently been here for me when i need him through all of my random breakdowns. it's been tough without justin.

like, it's like i've known him for so long. like when we met it felt as if it wasn't the first.

when our eyes met it made my stomach tingle and feel weird inside. a good weird.

now that i don't have him none of it happens anymore. i find myself unhappy all the time. i fake my smiles, i don't want ant to be alone but i don't want to be by people.

i wasn't myself anymore.

snapping out of my daily, reoccurring thoughts, i realized we were at the door of my first period. 

i sat in my assigned seat seeing justin, my heart started thumping fast. every time i see him is like a feeling that is undescribable. my head gets droopy and my eye sight goes blurry. 

next thing i know my head bangs onto the floor and everything is black.

oops?! cliff hanger? idk. i wanted to add raegan in there so, there u go a shitty raegan pov.

since @isobel121 was the only one who commented my favorite show is stranger things (:

ily tysm for 9k gays <3 

have a gr8 day & smile bc ur worth it 

🍄cassidy