new kid - justin blake

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s i e r r a

"do you want to do something else? i'm bored." i ask justin as i lay down on his bed.

i feel so many different ways towards him. i like him a lot and i have since he has moved to our school but he was always with may. i thought that i'd never have him. but now i do, and i feel as if he doesn't like me. like he is using me for jealousy against may. 

they have broken up; so he's technically mine now. yeah. mine.

"sierra? did you hear me?" justin says as i finish my thoughts.

"um, sorry no. what did you say?" i question him as he sits down next to me." (the picture for the chapter is sierra.)

"i said do you want to go down to the fair. it's open until 10 so we have like five hours." he says as i check my phone. the time read 5:02 pm.

"okay, sure." i say as he gets up; me following him.

— the fair 

as i step inside of the alien spaceship the smell of sweat hits my nose. gross. 

"let's go over here, yeah?" justin says as he leads me.

we both prepare ourselves for the vechile about to spin while gravity hold us back. 

"everyone ready?" the worker says.

everyone says yes in unison as he starts the ride. 

as we begin spinning around my hand leaves justins as i try to hold myself against the wall. 

everyone screams, dabs, laughs, some in fear, as the ride comes to an end. 

justin wipes the sweat off of his forehead as he walks out, leaving me behind panting. 

- next ride

"let's go on the swings!" i cheer jumping up and down like a weirdo.

"noooo! they're so childish." justin whines.

"babe, come on!" i complain.

j u s t i n 

babe. she called me babe.

the only girl who called me babe was may. 

she was, is, the only girl i want to call me that. 

my heart aches as i think about her. about how i lost  her.

"justin! let's gooooooo!" she says dragging the 'o'.

"fine.' i sigh

we walk over to the line and wait for us to be allowed in. 

once we were allowed we walked to the swings getting on one. her in the front of my swing leaving me in the back. 

we begin to rise in the air as i take in her beauty. no stop! she's not who you want! yes she is! no she's not! you want cassidy! no i don't! yes you do! 

i try to make myself feel something towards sierra, but it's hard. she's not who i want. she's what i need to make myself feel better.

to fix that missing piece in my heart that cassidy left. 

yeoooooo! wassupppp! sorry for the late update y'all ): 

i might update again today, idk. but i want to thank isobel121 for helping me with something to write. i was in need of help and she sort of gave me idea. much love <3 

bye gays ilyyyy 

🍄cassidy