new kid - justin blake

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c a s s

it hurt sending those texts to him last night. but it was for the best.

ever since we arrived at the hotel with cameron he's been hurting me. i didn't like it. 

even after what had went down at school a month ago he still continued to see sierra. 

it was like i didn't even exist.

people told me they were dating; meaning he was practically cheating.

i wasn't going to deal with it much longer, in fact i was about to text him when he texted me first.

i had to let it all go; let him go. 

and as i now lay in my bed, i think to myself. i thought he was the one. everything about him was perfect. we were perfect. or is that just another lie? 

i couldn't help but think of him. ever since yesterday he's been on my mine non-stop. i don't know what to do. i don't know who to go to for comfort. 

oop here's a lil update of mays feelings. /:

i might update again 2day but idk what to write. i might just throw in cameron's live recently. or raegans since he's in jail... yeah i might do that. lmk!!

ilyyyy

🍄cassidy