Warning- Language (I will do mild censoring)
"You stupid b*tch!"
You cried out as you were slammed into the lockers, the grate-like part slicing into your skin as you slid arcoss them.
You fell to your knees, there would surely be bruises there later. You let your head hang as she lifted her foot pressing you against to cold metal with it.
"I thought I told you to stay away from him." She growled darkly
You stayed silent, knowing that your words of sorrow would only fall on deaf ears.
"I saw you, walking to school togther," She forced you, chest down on the cold tile her foot finding a spot between your shoulder blades, " do you think I'm f*cking blind? Keep your hands to yourself and continue being the loner you are"
She finally finished as the bell rang, strutting away from you as if nothing had even happened. You pushed yourself up, sitting on the floor, one leg at your side and the other under you.
The hallways were empty, everyone was in class. You got up slowly and made your way to the nurse office. When you arrived no one was in there and the lights were off.
You left them off, opening a few drawers before finding alcohol and bandages. You cleaned up your cuts and placed bandages tightly on them.
You rested your hands on the counter top, you stared down at them, curling your fingers up into fists.
Rage, colder then ice pulsed your veins.
"That's it, the next time I see her," you inhaled sharply and swallowed, "the next time I see her, she'll be sorry to ever have met me"
If no one would stand up for you then the least you could do for yourself was beat the ever-loving sh*t out of her.
You waited in the dark office until the bell rang, your e/c eyes slid open and you walked out.
You pushed your way through the crowd, surprising people with your new attitude.You eventually came to a gap in the crowd and saw her. Your eyes narrowed and you grabbed her shoulder hard, spinning her around with all the force you could.
Before she could even usher a word you reeled your arm back and,
POP!
You struck her right in the middle of her stupid face. The people around 'ooed and before long you had made a mess of blood.
It wasn't hers though. It was yours. You had cut open your wrists in front of everyone before punching her until her cheeks were black and blue.
Your reason, slicing your wrists was a disadvantage, you tried to give a fair fight but she hardly fought back.
Eventually a teacher came and broke it apart. You got sent to the office and got kicked out of school for two weeks.
Like you cared. You arrived at your front door and placed your hand on the handle. You hesitated, and decided against it.
You walked off, heading into the forest that was near your backyard. You walked until you made it to a small river.
You set your backpack down and opened a pouch. You pull out a bottle and stare at it blankly before opening it.
You sat back against a tree and poured some pills into your hand.
"Well that was my first fight, and it was my last."
You looked up at the sky. It was pale and blue. You felt the wind ruffle your hair and your heart beating in your chest.
It beat once.
You inhaled.
Twice.
You raised your hand to your mouth.
Three times.
Into your mouth they went and down your throat.
You closed your eyes and laid down. You could feel it fading, the world, slipping between your fingers. But you didn't try to stop it.
You could hear leaves crunching rapidly and the sound of heavy breathing.
You didn't care though, you were to die soon, and finally find peace.
"Y/n! Holy hell!"
YOU ARE READING
Fairy Tail High (Natsu x Bullied! Reader)
ФанфикYou are a depressed girl who gets bullied everyday and are so close to just giving up when a certain salmon haired boy enters your life.... WARNING: HAS MENTIONS OF DEATH AND POSSIBLE GORE but also love so don't get to scared ;)