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As said, Erza stayed with you. You felt uncomfortable about it and you hadn't yet gone back to school, needing to heal a bit.
When the time did come, where you had to go back to school you did it sluggishly.
You still had the white bandages wrapped securely around your arms and you wore a grey tanktop, a black jacket and leggings.
You walked through the hallway, ignoring the stares people gave you and tuning out the whispers that came from them as they parted to let you pass.
You made it to your class and sat at a desk in the back of the classroom. You let your head fall and rest in the little shelter your arms made.
It made it slightly harder to breathe but you didn't mind it to much. You felt tje desk infront of you bump against your desk as someone sat down in it.
"Y/n."
You didn't move, your eyes stared down at the wood of the desk and you felt your back twitch as you listened.
"Y/n, why did you do it?"
You couldn't meet their gaze. It would break whatever fragment was left of your once fragile heart.
As you guessed, the only way he knew was because Lucy and Lisanna. They must've told their friends and from their it would have spread like a wildfire in a dry summer forest.
"Y/n. Would you look up?"
You debated it in your head and slowly slid your head so your eyes could look up.
Natsu was sitting there, as you had guessed, and was looking down with mixed emotions. You recognized concern, anger, pity, and something else that was to mixed with the others to make out.
"I looked up. Can you go away now." You muttered dully
"No, I'm mot going anywhere."
The bell rang and the teacher yelled for any students that didn't belomg to the class to hurry to class.
He hesitated, wanting to keep to his words but left as the teacher glared at him.
"I'll see you next period." He grumbled before walking off
You sat up slowly and got ready for the lesson. The teacher walked over and told you that it was fine if you didn't do any work for the day.
You did small notes and ended up falling asleep, being woken up by the bell as it rang for your next class.
In your next class you sat at your assigned seat and ignored everyone, them ignoring you. Natsu sat down a heartbeat before the bell rang again and stared at you.
"Ok now I want answers." He said unusually serious
"Why did you do what you did?" He demanded
You looked away and rested your head on your folded arm. You heard a growl then felt him jabbing his fingers into your ribs.
You flinched at the rough action before relaxing again, still ignoring him.
He jabbed his fingers into your ribs again, harder this time. You immediately sat up and whipped around, fixing him with a hard glare.
"Stop." You hissed in a raspy tone
"Not until you answer me!" He argued, going to jab you again but you grabbed his wrist and sunk your nails in a bit
"I don't have to tell you anything." You spat angrily
You let go of him and went back to the position you bad been in before. The day passed on and soon enough you found yourself walking home, alone.
You entered your house and noticed Erza wasn't back fromworking so you dropped your back in its usual spot, slipped off your shoes and went to your dark room.
You flopped down on your bed and shut yoir eyes, wishing they wouldn't open when you heard your phone buzz as it got a text.
You opened your eyes and turned on your phone. It was a number you didn't know.
You opened your phone and went to messages, reading the text.
Don't think you can escape my questions forever y/n.
You knew who it was so you pushed the power button and dropped your phone on your bed as you closed your eyes again.
Your phone buzzed more a few times before stopping. You relaxed a bit more now that the buzzing stopped, falling asleep.
You woke up to the sound of knocking on your door. You got up and went to your front door you opened it and your eyes widened a bit as you saw Natsu.
He's persistent, I'll give him that.
You thought as he looked down at you.You noticed him staring at your bandaged arms and hid one behind the door and the other behind the wall next to you.
"I know you don't want to tell me but at least talk about it. I want to know." He said
You gave a dull and weak chuckle.
"What happened, I thought you were oblivious to other peoples feeling.""Not this. Its to serious and I don't get why you would want to...." he trailed off, trying to find the right words.
"Kill myself? Well the answer is simple. I hate my life. I hate myself."
He gave you a surprised look and opened his mouth to speak again but you cut him off.
"It might not be the answer you wanted but its true, I have no friends or anyone that's close to me and never will." you said, averting your gaze to the side
"Well then I'll be your friend." he said determinedly
You snorted, "you would relish being an outcasts friend, when your so loved and admired by everyone?"
"Well.... I'd like being your friend.. Your really nice." he said, mumbling the last part
You heart did a somersault in your chest and you face flushed. You screamed at yourself to stop and calmed down.
"Whatever, it is what it is I guess." you said cooly
YOU ARE READING
Fairy Tail High (Natsu x Bullied! Reader)
FanficYou are a depressed girl who gets bullied everyday and are so close to just giving up when a certain salmon haired boy enters your life.... WARNING: HAS MENTIONS OF DEATH AND POSSIBLE GORE but also love so don't get to scared ;)