Your in my dreams every night. No I don't mean sex dreams, really they're actually innocent. You holding me, brushing my hair out of my eyes, kissing me. Everything that makes me feel safe when I'm with you are in these dreams. They make me not want to wake up truthfully, because I know waking up I will no longer be in your arms. I will no longer feel safe and secure. I will no longer feel loved, especially when I wake up to see you haven't even bothered to message me a simple "good morning" like you used to, but I'll pretend it's all alright because I know you'll get bored of one of your other toys and always come back and make me feel safe again... How is that even actually okay though?
