Everyone has always walked away from me, i always give it that one last effort and chase after them. Last night when i got out of your truck i was walking away from everything i wanted. I walked so slowly because with every step my heart broke a little more, then all of a sudden you put the car in drive and my heart snaps. You started to drive away and my legs were too weak to walk so i fell to the ground crying out your name. You didnt stop or slow down or even look back at me. You just kept driving you didnt care that i was so broken that i didnt notice how cold this March night is with snow falling around me you just didnt notice. I got so drunk last night, i cant handle brandy, i drank almost the whole bottle before i threw up twice. I packed a pipe full of weed got up off the floor to smoke it out my window and i mustve passed out cause i dont remember anything after that besides your name playing over and over in my head. Its sad that even in all these efforts i couldnt forget you. Those text messages that were probably too hard for you to read were my last efforts...
