He came back to me. He messaged my best friend asking about how i was. She was honest and i love her for it because he realized we do need eachother the same. But why would i let him back into my life after how i screamed and cried all night long with loud sad music playing to cover my broken hearts beat. Why would i possibly put myself back through that? Why am i making excuses for him dropping me with no reason? I would let him kill someone and still love him even if he killed me. Thats the strangest thing about the kind of love i have for him. Its deadly it really is like a posin with no medicine i cant cure myself. It seeps through my veins and spews out my mouth through my words, it'll probably kill me but thats okay cause at least hes happy right now.
