After That Day...

Chapter 4

Harro, people! Here's part 4 of this... thing... Anyway, sorry if there are any mistakes.
(Italics = In the diary)

Pewdiepie and Cry looked at the page filled with messy handwriting. The page that recorded all of the female gamer's thoughts, feelings and actions...

16 May 2014

I woke up today to see Krism not beside me. I just assumed that she had gotten up to eat again like last time. But when I went downstairs, she wasn't in the dining room or the kitchen. She wasn't in the living room. She wasn't in the bathroom. She wasn't even in the damn house! She wasn't there. She wasn't fucking there! She had left the house and taken all of her goddamn stuff!

Instead, there was a note next to our 1 year anniversary picture saying, "Goodbye and let's break up." I couldn't believe what I had just read. She couldn't have left! She couldn't have! Didn't she love me? DIDN'T SHE? I LOVED HER BUT DID SHE? DID SHE?

Why did you leave me, Kristen? Didn't you love me, Kristen? Why did you leave me? Why? Please tell me why....

Cry looked up uncomfortably at the Swede. The page had a small drawing on the bottom but it had been smudged and there were tear stains all over.

The blonde gazed over at Ken. The bearded man shook his head, signalling that Minx wasn't coming. Pewds shifted his attention back to the purple book in his hands and flipped through the pages. Most of them were covered in Minx's dried up tears and scribbles of sadness.

Pewds, unable to look at the writings any longer, passed the book to Cry and told the brunette to look through the book. Cry nodded and opened the book to a random page. He jumped back in shock, almost dropping the book. He held on to the book with shaky hands and beckoned to his Swedish friend to come.

Pewdie's eyes widened with shock and horror as soon as he saw the page. The page had some circles on it.

Circles that were a dark shade of red.

Circles that were hard and dried up.

Circles of blood.

What in the world did Minx do?! The two gamers quickly set down the book on Minx's computer table and read the bloodied page.

22 May 2014

I still don't understand why you would leave me, Krism. Doesn't our love mean anything to you? Why did you leave me? I feel like dying. I feel like killing myself. I want to kill myself. I miss you, Krism. I wonder if you even loved me. Why?

I don't understand. Am I not good enough for you? I'll do anything for you to come back. I wouldn't even mind killing myself to see you one last time. For you...

Now with you gone, my life has been so terribe.... It's a huge fucking mess! Why? It hurts so much.... I've called you many times but you never pick up. I've messaged you many times but you never reply. Why don't you? I miss you...

The rest of the page was either covered by dried up blood or smudged out by tears. Pewdie shook his head and closed the small purple book.

"Well, now we know that Minx might kill herself at any given moment so we have to keep an eye on her," Cry said with a soft voice.

Ken looked at Cry and Pewds. He couldn't even begin to imagine what was written in that book. "Wait, what?" Ken questioned the two guys.

"Let's sit down first," Pewds said in a quiet voice as they sat down on the bean bag chairs. on the opposite side of the room. He told Ken everything that they had read and seen in the small purple  book. Cry looked at the doorway making sure that Minx couldn't enter the room without them knowing.

"So what should we do about this?" Ken asked once Pewdie was done.

"Well, ...."

Chapter 4 done! So... yeah.... This is obviously not one of my best chapters. Now if you'll excuse me, imma go nurse my aching muscles. If you have read this far, I say thank you!