book of feelings . minyoongaying

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im so frustrated lmao, i cant do shit, i cant think shit.. please, just please.. can we have a day, just one more day please. let me be happy, please.. im scared, i dont wanna stay here please someone, please, help me.. its scary, please... i hate this place. someone, anyone... you knew what he did to me hyun. you knew that he had broke me, tore me, said those poisonous words to me. yet, you did the same. wah, you are so amazing i swear. i pity and envy you, you brought lin into this and you really dont wanna kow her, she is scary and im scared.. she is so fucking scary ad careless, she doesnt even care about anyone except me. she cares about me only and thats it, please help.. lin was there for me for everything, she watched me from a far but never approached me. she knows the real me and its scary. im sorry if she hurts you, i cant do anything.

you knew me better, then i knew you

welp, a promise is just a word, you broke all and i did the same so whats the point. let me just believe, let me.. that you arent real and that you are fake