𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐊𝐄𝐍 𝐓𝐀𝐁𝐋𝐄!

53.

Part 2 to ch. 52
⚠️Sexual mentions/acts, sad Jonah, depression and cheating⚠️

Y/n Pov
I sat down in Ethan's car. As he turned the ignition and drive off. The ride to the venue was somewhat long,but I didn't mind. When we arrived Ethan held my hand,but in a friendly way. Ethan and I walked past the screaming fans who,once they saw us, started screaming and chanting my and Ethan's characters ship name. We laughed it off and continued into the venue through the back.

My palms were sweating and I was very nervous. Lil Xan had been my idol for a few years now and I was so scared to meet him. Ethan told be to calm down it would be alright. But I couldn't listen, I was meeting my idol. My hands continued to shake and Ethan revived a text and told me to follow him. We walked to a room which was blacked out and soundproof apparently. I laughed nervously and said "are you tryna murder me E" he smiled and immediately said "yep" I laughed and we continued to enter into the room.

When we walked in I saw him I saw Diego Leanos / Lil Xan with his normal beanie and xanarchy sweater. He must've heard us enter because he turned towards Ethan and I. He smiled and walked over "Yo Ethan,what's up my brotha" he said and I smiled because his voice was amazing. "I'm good man" Ethan replied and they did a handshake. "Who's the pretty lady you got wit ya" Diego said and I blushed slightly because he called me pretty. "This is y/n she's been a fan since you started your career and she plays my live interest in shameless" Ethan says with a smile. "Oh so this is girl you always are telling me about, are you guys like a thing" Diego asks and looks down at our intertwined hands. "No I have a boyfriend his names Jonah and he's in a band called Why Don't We" I said smiled whilst unwinding my hand from Ethan's.

Diego walked over and hugged me whilst handing me his number in the process. He walked out on the stage while Ethan closed the door to the room and we waited for the signal. To go out on stage. I was on my instagram scrolling through my feed,When Ethan moved closer to me. We were sitting on the couch in the room so. He placed his hand on my inner thigh and I felt really uncomfortable. Yes we did stuff like this before but that's when Jonah and I weren't dating. I moved his hand off my exposed legs,because I was wearing booty shorts, and went back to scrolling through my feed.

A minute later Ethan placed his hand on my thigh tracing little circles with the pad of his index finger. I had to admit it felt really nice so I let him continue even though I knew it was wrong. He then moved his hand to the waistband of my shorts and slowly pulled them down. I had to admit I was getting wetter under his touch and I knew he wanted me just as I wanted him. I knew this would break Jonah but I couldn't stop now. I was left  in my crop top and lace black underwear.  Ethan slowly pulled my underwear down to my ankles and looked up at me for approval. I nodded and he dipped his head into my burning core.

I felt his tongue go in and out a few times as I moaned as he said "wow baby girl your this wet for me" he smirked up at me and removed his tongue. I whined at the loss of his tongue but then He then pushed his long finger into me I started moaning again as he constantly hit my g spot. Then he added another finger and right as I was about to cum the door opened. He quickly removed his fingers and I pulled on my underwear and shorts as I looked to see who was at the door. Then I saw his eyes, those eyes the I loved staring into when he would tell me he loved me. I saw tears form in his eyes as he started to walk away without saying a word. I ran after him and screamed "Jonah,Jonah please let me explain" then he got into his car and drove off.

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I haven't talked to Jonah in a month since the incident. The boys won't talk to me. My own brother Logan won't even talk to me. I found out the rest of the invitation tour was canceled 3 days after the incident. Fans were super upset and they had no one to blame. I was to blame though but the boys would never do anything like that to ruin my career,especially with Logan and Jake being my brothers.

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It's been 4 months since what happened and Logan just started talking to me again. Ethan asked me out 2 months after the incident and I said yes even though I still loved Jonah.

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It's been 10 yers since that day I broke Jonah's heart. I was 28 years old and married to Ethan. We have twin girls together they are 2 years old.

I was watching people's stories on Instagram as I came across something unusual. Jonah uploaded to his story. It was a video of him and Emma Kenney, my old co-star from Shameless. They were holding hands and they looked so happy. Me and emma were still friends so I decided to invite her over for dinner to talk about her and. Jonah.

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"Hello" a voice said after a few rings
"Hey Emm's it Y/n wanted to know if you wanted to come over to dinner tonight. Ethan's cooking spaghetti your favorite and I could use your help with the girls" i said as the person in the other line stayed silent.
"Um Emma is actually at the store right now I'll tell her you called who's this again"
"Oh uh thanks and my names y/n, y/n y/l/n Cutkosky." I said as the voice stayed silent for a minute.
"Y/n" he whispered and then i hung up not wanted to even talk to him.
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Part 3 anyone?
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Love u all so much
Kisses
-E