𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐊𝐄𝐍 𝐓𝐀𝐁𝐋𝐄!

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Hey I'm Jack, Jack Avery, I'm 18 years old and live in California with my 4 best friends. We're in a band called Why Don't We.

The beginning of the end

All my life I wanted to be someone. Be something important. I was a nerd I studied all the time. When I was 6 I got my first girlfriend. My dad had gotten me a personal piano teacher Named Jaques. Same name funny I know. But one day he had brought his daughter along to the session. She had the prettiest dirty blonde hair that fell just past her shoulders. She was a bit taller than me and had chocolate brown eyes. I remember my dad went to go talk to hers and we sat in an awkward silence. That is until she spoke up "Hello there I'm Elizabeth what's your name?" she smiled at me as I spoke up "I'm Jack, Jack Avery" I said quietly but loud enough for Elizabeth to hear. "Well Jack I think your cute and have decided I like you so will you go out with me?" I smiled as she stared into my eyes. "sure" I said. Elizabeth then leaned forward and kissed my cheek. That was my first kiss. Then it was silent again. A few minutes later Elizabeth spoke again "Jack I loved dating you but I think we need to break up" she said and smiled as her dad entered the room and left my house.

"So what's your name" I asked the girl who stood in front of me she was beautiful. "i'm y/n" she said quietly. "Well y/n I think you are stunning and would like to give you my number" I said staring at the girl who had come in with the limelights to meet me and the guys. "Really" she said as her y/e/c sparkled. "Yes really I'll dm it to you on Instagram, now whats your Instagram cutie" I said shooting her a wink at the end. "Its uh (your Instagram)" when she said that I smiled. "Now I know why you looked familiar your the girl with the amazing covers" I said then started thinking back to how much she looked like Elizabeth I

The Middle of the end

After Elizabeth the first, as I like to call her, I made a habit out of dating girls named Elizabeth. Not because I missed Elizabeth I because I just always fell in love with girls with that particular name. Elizabeth III and Elizabeth IV were from my school in my grade. That was back in elementary school. Yes not very serious relationships but they still count. Elizabeth's from elementary all broke up with me. I had to face facts I was I dumpee. Every girl I dated dumped me. Over the summer of elementary to middle school at music camp I met another girl who's named so happened to be Elizabeth she was very pretty so I decided to ask her out she said yes. Then I realized that the relationship would never work and I dumped her. Now i had no idea I dumped her until she told me the story over a very gruesome phone call with her awhile back. I know her has Elizabeth V. I had a few flings in middle school all of which the girls were named Elizabeth. Honestly there was never a shortage of girls named Elizabeth. I named them Elizabeth VI, Elizabeth VII, Elizabeth VIII, and Elizabeth XI.

"Hey uh Jack you okay" y/n said as I was snapped out of my thoughts. "Yeah yeah I'm fine you just look like someone I used to know" I said letting out a breath I didn't know I was holding. "Well Jack uh can we sit somewhere" She said her eyes looking around until she spotted a couch and pulled me over to it. "Listen I know your talking about Elizabeth, my sister" she said sighing. Then it hit me Elizabeth I had a younger sister named y/n. She was a toddler about 4 when I first saw her. Then I saw her again when Elizabeth I became Elizabeth XIX ,also known as, the last Elizabeth. "Y/n it's really you" I sighed. "Yes Elizabeth is worried about you and Jack I'm worried about you" She said pulling me into a hug. "Y/n why are you here" I said anger evident in my voice. "Because Jack I've liked you for years while you and Elizabeth stayed friends, I'm not sure why I'm here right now It's like a waste of time considering you only date girls named Elizabeth but I just thought I'd give it a shot" She said and I thought about her and how gorgeous she was not because she looked like Elizabeth, but because she was beautiful. "Y/n I-I like you too" I said as i stood up and interlocked our fingers. "Let's get out of here just me and you" I said as she nodded.

That night we talked and laughed and had an amazing time yes the boys called A LOT but I just ignored them. Elizabeth even called Y/n and she declined the call. That night I asked y/n to be my girlfriend. She yes.

Later In life

"Y/n if you can hear me I want you to know how sorry I am. It's my fault your here if I had just shown up to dinner that night. Tell me What's going on in that head of your? Come back to me, baby. We are running out of time. Come bother me."

Present Day

Today was the day. The day I would be visiting my gorgeous wife while she slept preciously in a hospital room on a hospital bed. I believe life is full of choices and that it's my fault for all my past mistakes. But who knows. The doctors say after 90 days the chances of y/n waking up are less than 1%. I never give up hope though. I visit her everyday. The kids stay home with my sister and dad. They have a blast but they miss their mom like crazy. It's crazy how life works though. Your sad and broken one minute then happy and alive the next. As I ran through the hospital doors I saw the nurses all holding their chests as tears streamed down their faces. As I entered the room I saw her my precious y/n sitting up an smiling. "Your late" she said as the tears streamed down her face as I walked over to her. "I'm sorry" I said letting the tears slide down my cheeks. I engulfed y/n into a hug and cried while staring at her perfect eyes and smile and everything.

"LIFE IS FULL OF CHOICES BUT NEVER REGRET WHAT YOU MAY NOT HAVE IF YOU HAD MADE A DIFFERENT CHOICE"

Author's Note

OMG GUYS 30k IM SO FREAKING HAPPY RN.

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ANYWAYS I'M SO FREAKING SORRY FOR BEING INACTIVE BUT I'M BACK AND IT'S SUMMER VACATION SO I'M OUT OF SCHOOL. I'LL BE UPDATING A LOT MORE SO YEE. ALSO I HAVE A HUGE CRUSH ON MY BEST FRIEND MICHAEL OOF IDK WHAT TO DO. ANYWAYS I STARTED A NEW BOOK CALLED REALIZE//CORBYN BESSON...

YEP THAT'S RIGHT I MADE A BEAN FAN-FIC HEHEHE WELL I LOVE YOU ALL THANK YOU FOR THE SUPPORT

ALSOI'D LIKE TO THANK JOHN GREEN'S BOOK "AN ABUNDANCE OF KATHERINES" FOR INSPIRING ME SO YEAH..ALSO NICHOLAS SPARKS FOR "THE CHOICE" WHICH ALSO INSPIRED ME...

KISSES

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