Dolan dreams| G.D

Love

His big hands played with my soft, brown hair as I laid on his chest. He was practically petting me.

My little fingers traced shapes all over his bare chest. His tan chest was so smooth.

I could feel myself getting tired. My eyes slowing closing.

"I missed this." Grayson's raspy voice pushed out.

"I did to, Gray." I say as I wrap my arms around his shoulders.

"You don't even understand how much I fucking love you. I can not wait to start a family with you." I felt his heart beating.

"I love you even more than you can imagine. This baby is the start of something new for us and I can't wait to meet them." He continued.

"I love you so so so much more." I winked as I looked up at him. "Speaking of the baby. How about those names. Decided on any yet?"

"Yeah. I like Mya for a girl and Jack for a boy." He moves me closer I him. If that was even possible.

"Those are nice names. I was thinking of Allison for a girl and Marco for a boy." I said very happily.

"Maybe we should think about it more." He kisses my forehead. "I mean we've got like 8 or 9 months to decide."

I think it's time that I come clean and tell the truth. I know your probably think, THEY ONLY HAD SEX ONCE HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE. Well, we've had sex more than once.

The one time it was described was our first but we have had sex like 4 or 5 more times after that. Something like that.

(If I only tell something once, it doesn't mean it was the first time or only time they've done it.)

"Let's just sleep on it." Grayson broke my train of thoughts.

"Okay." He cuddled me up into his arms; pulling me as close as possible.

He throws the blankets over us. I could still feel his heart pounding against my head.

"Hey, are you okay?" I looked up at him.

"Yeah. It's just I'm really anxious for some reason. I have no clue why." He held me tighter.

"Baby. It's alright. Nothing will ever hurt you. I promise. I love you. Get some rest now." I say; burring my head into his chest.

"I know. I love you to babe." His soft, huge hands rubbed over me.

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I felt the breaths on his chest get faster then slower as he was almost gasping for air.

I laid up as I was unsure as to what was wrong with him. I placed my hand on his chest as I felt his heart beating fast lay.

He was dead asleep.

"Gray. Baby?" I shove his body.

I watched as his face rolled around.

"Grayson. Hey are you okay." I placed my hand on his face.

Not a word was coming out his mouth.

"GRAYSON!" I scream as I slightly as I slap his face.

His body swings upwards knocking my body off his as he is gasping for air and holding onto his chest.

"Grayson what's wrong." I say touching him all around to feel what was wrong.

He was trying to push a word out put all he could do was slap his chest; right by his heart.

I was frightened. I was terrified.

Don't let this be the end.
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Short chapter I know. But the next one I will make really long. Thanks. Love ya♥️