Why?!

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So this one had happened resonantly thats why i havnt really updated so yeh this happened to me and this person by the way me and him are just friends.....

We had a fight online
I heard u do the same thing to everyone all the victims told me u make them care for u then u leave
U make them hate u so its easier for u to leave
HOW DARE YOU
WE WERE SO CLOSE WE LEANED ON EACH OTHER
But u left so i fell
U asked me why i cared
I said because i want to
U said
Why dont i give up
I txted
Im not someone who gives up
We argued more about how u tried to kill urself
I was worried all the time broke down randomly in class ANYWHERE i have never dont that for anyone before
But I found out u wasnt going to do it u only said it to make me sad
WHY?! WHATS WRONG WITH YOU?!
I stayed up all night i didnt sleep for u I ALMOST FAINT I FELT DIZZY EVERYDAY FOR YOU BUT I DIDNT TELL ANYONE i didnt want to seem pathetic
U have broke me even though u didnt want to
I asked if our friendship meant anything
It did u said
Did u even care
I do
But all i could hear was lies
Lies
Lies
And
More
LIES
U SAID U LOVED ME CARED FOR ME U SAID I COULD TRUST U
u knew i had trust issues and u knew that i had problems of my own thats why u picked me
We would make a wish at
00:00 every night
But u stopped telling me ur wishes
Untill the fight u told me
U wish i said
You have broken me
To which u replied
NO THATS NOT MY WISH I WANTED U TO LEAVE ME HEAD HELD HIGH AND UN TOUCHED
Well i guess both of our wishes aren't going to come true
I wished to stay together and never fight
Well guess what im going to leave im sorry but not with my head held high with it hung low tears down it goodbye
We argued more
The thing that destroyed me the most was ur last text
"I never cared about you"
We are separate now im sorry goodbye... like we said our friendship finished how it started with hatred....
I cried during this if u didnt understandable as it didnt happed to u but this person was like a brother to me and it was so hard to say goodbye sorry

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