Ayanna Pov:
I can't do this. Ever since I came home from my brother's house Lucas been real distant with me. He even took Talia to her doctors appointment this morning and didn't even wake me up.
"Sooo, your birthday is in 2 more days. Whatchu wanna do?" I said smiling as I flopped on the couch beside Pooh.
"I wanna go skating!" She cheered.
"Honey, I can't skate and you sure can't skate." I said while laughing.
"Pooh you wanna go skating, we going skating." Lucas said trying to irk my nerves.
"Lemme just walk out this living room before I end up snapping." I mumbled to myself as I left out the living room and to the bedroom.
A few minutes later, Lucas came in grabbing his shoes.
"Where you going?" I questioned raising up from the bed.
"To the studio." He said dryly.
"What you mean you going to the studio? You just told Talia you was gone take her shopping for the baby since you didn't work today." I said.
"Why I gotta explain myself to you? I don't know what the fuck is going on in your life, so don't worry about me." He said then walked out the room.
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Lucas Pov:
I'm really bout to say fuck this relationship. I love Jayda and all but why the fuck is we in a relationship, if she not even comfortable to sit down and talk about shit. When we first met, she told me her whole life story now she acting like I'm just some stranger when it comes to talking.
But the fact that I can't even imagine breaking up with her, I know it's gone tear her apart. Then her sister not even financially stable and I know Jayda ain't gone be able to handle that on her own. It's a lot shit backing me up from really breaking up with her ass.
"Damn, I didn't even know anybody was in here." I said walking in the studio as some dark skin girl was sitting on the couch looking down at her notebook.
"You mind if I practice?" She questioned.
"You been here before, do whatchu gotta do." I said shrugging my shoulders.
"When a good thing goes bad, its not the end of the world
It's just the end of the world that you had with one
Nigga that didn't wanna love you, nigga that hated to be right there for you
But it's a lot of real ones that'll be there in a heartbeat
Whenever you find him strap him down just like a car seat
I told you to never compare me to any of these bitches
And if you ever did I would be gone bout my business
Cause I am not equal to a soul on this Earth, and if a bitch think different then her soul gone be hurt
I'm just speaking on it now so you'll be more than alert
And I ain't trying to sound too cocky but if you loving on the kid
I got your heart in my pocket
And if it stay in my possession then nobody can touch it
But now I'm finding fingerprints so in my mind I'm like fuck it
I still reminisce on them moments
When you was loving on the kid and just the way you would hold me
And I'll be angry when I think about the distance you caused
And I keep telling all my friends that I don't miss you at all
But that's a lie and there's no truth in that
Cause any other time I'll be running back
Overdosing your loving
So caught in the moment
The way that you drove me, you made me high and that's a proven fact." She sung and rapped. I caught myself actually vibing to her music. It felt like that shit came from the heart.
