The War That Brings Together

Chapter 4 - The Sadness

FUNERAL BY ZARA LARSSON
A/N
I THINK YOU GET IT NOW.

AVENGERS TOWER...
PERCY POV...

"BOYFRIEND?!" Tony exclaims.

"Geez. Tony I was just in a 'coma'. Stop yelling." Great now my head hurts. Thanks a lot.

"This is serious Perce. Is Loki actually your boyfriend?"

"No. I just lied about my love life for no reason."

"Why didn't you tell us? We're supposed to be a family. I thought you trusted us."

Now I feel bad. He looks so heartbroken. I shouldn't have kept it from them. I should have told them.

"I do trust you guys. It's just with you guys talking bad about him when we talked about past missions, I thought you guys wouldn't trust me anymore. Or you would kick me out saying I was your enemy. I'm sorry Tony. I didn't want to lose my new family. Please forgive me. Please." I start crying at the end.

I know they're going to kick me out. How can they trust the boyfriend of one of their enemies? I'm going to lose my new family.

Tony cuts of my thoughts by giving me a hug. "Stop crying Perc. We are not going to kick you out. We still love you. Don't worry. And I'm sure Clint, Tasha, and Nick will say the same thing."

"Yes. Because we love you." Natasha says, surprising Tony and me.

We look over to her and see the rest of our family behind her looking like they agree with her.

"Now... why did you pass out Percy?" Nick says, stopping all further possible disagreements from me about the previous topic.

I sigh. "I guess the shock of hearing Loki's name and the shock from hearing that I- we would have to fight against him."

They now look confused on why I wouldn't think that he wasn't possible of being the person we had to fight.

"When I last saw him... He changed. He wasn't evil. He told me that he wronged people in the past because he was being controlled and was thinking of apologizing to them even if it wasn't his fault. I didn't know who he was talking about but after I came here I did. He was helpful and kind. He cared and was nothing like how you described him. He was the one who actually got me to laugh for the first time after..."

No one responds after this. We're all just thinking. Well I'm thinking about why Loki is bad again. What happened to make my Loki bad again? Why hasn't he contacted me? Will he ever contact me again? Will we see each other before this upcoming battle? I just want to know why all of this stupid stuff is happening to me- to us?

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After they leave I try to get some rest. I know I just woke up but I'm tired.

DREAM...

It's dark. Nothing is here. It looks like a room so I decide to walk around. This is how Loki used to contact me before except it wasn't black. It was a beach and we would have a dream picnic. But I decide to not get my hopes up that it's him.

As I continue to walk around the black fades into the beach. I still don't see anyone so I stop walking and just go towards the water. If someone is here they'll find me.

I hear a flash behind me and grin. But my grin quickly fades as my mind doesn't know what is going on. Half of me wants it to be Loki and not just some god playing with me. But my other half says Loki is evil now and I'm not with him anymore.