His Forbidden Girl

Chapter : 4 unwanted feelings part 1

Rohan's P.O.V

I slammed her door shut and ran towards My room slamming it loudly I sat on the bed I ran my fingers through my hair "The Fuck did I just do" I banged my hand on the side table next to me "did I just slid My mom's ring in that girls finger I hate her so much she killed my parents well not her but she's the reason I'm orphan then why did I give her my mother's ring why did i lie to them that I brought Aalia more expensive ring that what she's wearing...

Every time she comes in front of all I can think is to hold her tightly in my arms but then her very sight makes me loose control I don't know whats this feeling but Every time she smiles my heart takes a dip since the day she returned from UK she didn't talk to me properly neither did she look up at me I was hurt but then I wanted this I told her to stay away then what's this every time I see her I urge to kiss her senseless until her lips are swollen I desire to touch her in a way that would tell everyone she's mine do I really want her in my life I loathed her not because she was responsible but because I Fucking couldn't protect her or save my parents it wasn't her fault entirely but somehow it was every time I try to find the reason why things happened in the past Dadi always stops me I know there's lot more then what Dadi says there's some hidden truth behind my parents death and I'll find that reason soon

Before dying the only thing my father said was protect Meera why were my parent so protective about her why did they bring her home why was she always kept around security why did they sacrifice their lives for this girl why didn't Dadi ever hate her every time I made her cry my heart used to bleed I felt torn every time she cried she sat in my mom's balcony that had a little garden curling herself in a small ball she slept in that position only mostly why did I watch her silently when I chased her away despite of me treating her like shit she always treated me like her king Why Meera Why are you like this...I still remember the day where I had blamed her for seducing guys and stealing money saying that she was nothing but a gold digger

~Flashback~

I kept pacing in the lounge it was 8 pm and still she wasn't back I tried calling her but her phone was unreachable I had seen her with a guy outside her college laughing loudly and hugging him I was getting late for the meeting so I ignored and drove past

"Rohan she's not a baby anymore she'll come back she must be with Khushi" Dadi said while sitting on her arm chair

I ignored her and kept pacing it was 10 now and still she wasn't back I sent Dadi to her room so she could rest she warned me not to shout at her I don't know why my Dadi cares for this orphan more then me I closed my eyes when I call her orphan why does my heart squeezes itself I was about to call another time when I seen the front door opening and Meera quietly tip toeing to her room....

"STOP RIGHT THERE" I yelled she closed her eyes and turned around her lips were curled in a pout damn this girl every time she pouts her kissable lips I feel like smacking my lips on her soft petals I wondered what it would be like to feel I shrugged the unwanted thoughts that were creeping in my heart creating a havoc and walked towards her she stood with with a smile I hated my self for always changing that smile into tears

"Goluuu...I..I..actually ..Khush..." I stoped her

"Shut the Fuck up what do you think you'll give me this lame excuse that you were with Khushi is fine I know where you were roaming around with guys seducing them isn't" a gasp left her mouth her eyes went wide with shock

"It's not what you're thinking Rohan" she said her voice almost on the verge of cracking but her smile didn't leave her lips I hated that courage she carried to face my humiliation I wanted her to fall weak but she never did that