Why me?

Chapter four

I woke myself up with small yet loud screams. my eyes shot open, sweat was going down the sides of my face. I brushed it off lightly and sighed. "why " I said to myself, "why tonight", I started to to feel a light feeling in my eyes, I looked around the room with my lips closed hard together. "do you know what," I said to myself, "I am... I'm done," with a whisper, that's all  I had said before I slammed my head down back on the pillow and closed my eyes with a long and hard sigh.

( BEEP..BEEP..BEEP) 

My alarm clock went off with a tremendously loud sound, it was so loud it kinda scared me. My body flung up and my eyes flew open, I reached for the alarm clock immediately knowing what the noise was. I slapped my hands on my face and rubbed my face while stretching, I yawned with an unexpected squeak at the end. "Well ok then," I whispered to myself. I flopped the covers off of my extremely warm but comfortable legs, and stood up of coarse having my morning legs which are almost as bad as sea legs. I would think. I looked around my room for a second or two and then snapped into reality., I realized what I had to do. I slowly walked to the bathroom, I looked at myself in the mirror and widened my eyes, " well that hair tie didn't work," I said to myself. I opened a drawer and took out my hairbrush, I started combing out knots one by one. "Ouch," I said to myself, and continued picking different knots apart. I turned on my flat iron and while I waited for it to warm up I took a warm and wet washrag and scrubbed all the extra makeup that was mostly all over my face. I scrubbed hard and turned certain places on my face red. I threw the washrag aside and took  a little pieces of my hair and started from the top and went down slowly to make my hair into a straight line, then to the next piece and the next until my whole entire head of hair was straight. I smiled into the mirror at myself "Eww," I said to myself, " Me without makeup that's gross, well my face is gross but makeup helps.. kinda," I opened one of the mirrors and pulled out a tooth brush and some tooth paste, I brushed my teeth and carried on. I started with my makeup and was done in a few minutes. " Done I said to myself," I walked out of the bathroom and went over to my closet. I searched through it shoving different kind of clothes out of my way, looking for a pair of skinny jeans, until i found the pair of my dark faded ones, I threw them behind me on my bed. "Now what shirt?" Once again i was searching through my closet looking for something that would match. "Now what about this?" I said to myself holding up a camo long sleeved shirt that you can see right threw that also ties at the bottom. I held it up with my pants and nodded my head " Okay," I said to myself. I grabbed my pair of black hi top converse. and laced them up.

" ERICA!!!" I heard my name being yelled at while I was heading down my stairs.

"I'm coming mom," I said very lightly to her.

" You are going to eat," she said ,

"I know," I said as i was pulling a piece of toast off the counter.

"Ok, love you bye," I said to her fast,

she sighed and said, "Bye,"

I put my hand up in the air behind me waving at her. I turned around to see if she was looking and threw the peice of toast in the bush beside our house.