Why me?

Chapter Thirteen

I closed my eyes trying to think of a happy place. I turned to the door and fast walked over to it, ever step walking faster. I reached for the door handle, I grabbed it with a strong grip and tugged it. it wouldn't come open, I pulled it again with my dominant arm it flew open. I ran down the stairs, I went down so fast that It was like i was flying down them. I looked at Brook. I swallowed hard. I walked over to sit on the couch with her. I sat their thinking to myself, I can't get it off my mind. what is that thing up their? why would it do that? what should I do about it? should I do anything? I sat their just being quite. i m actually surprised that she didn't ask what was wrong. I picked up my phone and looked what time it was,

"hmm 8:05" I said to brook.

I unlocked my phone with a pattern that  is now memorized in my brain. I went on Istagram and looked what was new, just pictures of hot guys and my friends posting selfies. until I discovered him....