Why me?

Chapter Seventeen

I stood their trying to calm myself taking big gulps of air in. I had chills all over m body, I was shaking i was physically shaking, I dont shake because im afraid, the thing was im not afraid of this...im terrified.

Thoughts rushed through my head, "should i tell people, should i call someone, what if i do and the word gets out and people think im crazy, I cant have that happen," I,got so into my thoughs i almost forgot the situation im in.

I opened my eyes to see my regular house all cozy looking. I looked around terrified something was going to pop out of no where. I put my hand together and,tried to warm them up, they were frozen. I folded my arms and took a little step forward. I put my weight on one leg and almost collapsed. My whole body shook at every movement i made. I heared a slight creek behind me, I stopped dead in my tracks. And slowely turned around, I swallowed hard and saw something on the side of my eye. When i turned compleatly. Nothing.

The bathroom door pulled open as i saw Brook walk out and look startled that i was standing their, (she is startled...really),

I looked at her and smiled a big and fake smile,

"You want a shower now?" she asked.

I nodded and grabbed my clothes and shoes that were laying on the ground and walked past her.

"Hey, you alright, you dont look so good,"

"Yeah im fine, but you wanna come in their,with me I want someone to talk to"

"Sure, im going to do my makeup though"

I looked at Brook and what she was wearing. She had some skinny jeans, pink and black niki shoes, and a tight aeropostal tank top on that was dark blue. I could never pull an outfit like that off, Its not really my style anyways.

Brook shut the door behind her and pulled out her phone, she turned the other way as I stripped out of my dirty clothes.

I covered my parts with a towel and asked Brook if i look unhealthy, she turned to me and said, "well youre defiantly skinny! But just a little too skinny, try and gain a little than your perfect," I rolled my eyes to that response and jumped in the shower. I did my regular routine and got back out, it was a atleast 45 minute shower, so that wasted my time, Not like i really cared.

I peaked my head out of the curtains to see Brook was texting Hayden.

"Ok, i said loudly" im getting out of the shower dont look at meeee,"

"Wasn't planning on it," she said back in a sassy tone that i laughed at.

I quickly got dried off and dressed, I wore some faded blue skinny jeans, with a nlack undershirt and a knitted sweater shirt, that was also black, Than of course wore my black converse.

"This okay?" i asked in a questioning voice,

"Yeah thats actually really cute!"

"Well thanks!"

Me and Brook spent maybe an hour with makeup ,her doing her makeup then doing mine because im not very good with mine.  She left her,hair down natural, which was beautiful and curly, she somehow convinced me to let my natural hair down, which wasnt quite as much as hers but,it , was a mix of curly and wavy. I actually liked it.

We walked downstairs and grabbed our purses,

"So Hayden will be here in about 3 minutes," she said,

"Alright,"

I have a good feeling about today, like something good will happen. 3 minutes went by fast and Hayden was already in my driveway. Brook excitedly skipped out the door, I pet Sammie goodbye and shut the door and locked it.

I turned around to see my bestfriend and her boyfriend Hayden makeing out,

"Okay,okay can we leave now you guys can do that at the mall and make other couples jealous,"

Brook pulled away and bit her lip while Hayden looked,at me and smiled innocently, i gave him a whatever look and got in the back of his white kia optima. I shut the door and buckled up and smiled at Brook, she smiled back and we pulled out of the driveway and headed down the road.