Chapter 8 -Only time will tell

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Jenny's POV...

Immediately when Seth asks Moana to 'show him where the bathroom '. I knew something was up. It would really be great if the two of them ended up together , but Seth's heart is just too broken to love a girl the right way. I'm scared that he will use her , take her innocence and leave her to the broken .

I know my son is a good kid but his broken soul is still too tormented to love another being the right way. I'm scared he will end up like Calem .I'm scared he will end up hurting the people around him just because he was too selfish to see when it was time to get help.

When Malaysia tells me that she forgot to give a note to her neighbour , I assure her that it would be okay if she went to drop it .

I decide that it would be the perfect time to see whats keeping Seth so long and I  make my way out of the kitchen to find him.

When I call for him he answers and as I follow his voice only to I see Moana pinned against the wall between his arms .

After giving him warnings I decides to act upon him and I pull him away from her by his ears.

"I told you to fucking stay away from her." I say angrily

"Mom , you don't understand, its her !"

"What the hell do you mean 'its her' ?"

"We met yesterday mom and I swear to God I'm not loosing her again ."

"What are you fucking saying Seth ?" I ask confused.

"Mom , I swear I'm not shitting you when I say she's the one" he says and my stomach forms knots by his words. I'm not sure what he means but he sounds pretty damn serious.

"Oh God , what are you saying Seth. I'm telling you if this is one of your cruel ,sick jokes to get into her pants I will fucking hang you by you god damn baby maker"

"Its not like that mum , I think I might love this girl, and if not yet I know I could learn to. I don't even know what I'm saying right now but somehow this all just feel right. The way my mind , body and souls reacts to her. Oh god ,I promise you its something else mum" he says while pacing and he get his thick British accent back and I instantly know he's being serious because he has been trying to out grow the accent the last month and he only forgets about it when he can't seem to fully concentrate.

" Seth,weren't the one who told me that loves a lie , just yesterday?" I test him .

"I was wrong mum , ugh I mean mom. If this is a lie I never want to be right. The way she looks at me , the way she reacts when I'm close to her .Oh mum , I know she feels it too. She just has to. She's so beautiful and I never call my 'girls' beautiful, either sexy or hot because its a fools way of speaking about a girl. She makes me want to be a man, when she gives me that look" he looks over to her and sees that she's trying to make her way up the stairs. He immediately makes his way toward her leaving me in a state of shock. Who is this kid and what did he do to 'ass wipe' Seth?

When i come back from my thoughts I see Moana faint and collapse into Seth's arms and at the same moment Malaysia comes rushing to the aid.

              ***

After a while Malaysia comes down the stairs.

" How is she " I asked toying with my fingers.

"She's better than usual after she faints" I nod

"Where's Seth "

" Moana wanted him to stay and rest with her ? " she makes the statement sound more like a question.

"Malaysia ,according to Seth him and Moana have met before and he thinks he .... " I start crying out of no where. This is not usually like me but this is all just too much.

I honestly don't know what is going on and I don't want this to complicate anything for either of us. Not for  Seth,Moana,Malaysia or me.

"What, Jenny he thinks he what?" She asks me worried.

"Might love her " I sob .

"When did they meet. Yesterday?"she asks confused and sits down next to me, hugging me close to give some source of comfort.

" Yes ?"

"Moana came home in a 'mood' and refused to tell me " I look up at her as we both snuggle close.

I can't believe Malaysia and I are here ,together right now. She was the closest thing , besides Seth I had to family. Her parents practically took me under their wing when my parents put me out when they found out about me expecting. Malaysia never gave up on me and she always helped me even though I probably didn't deserve her.

"Seth mentioned not wanting to loose her again "

"Could that mean...?"she stops shaking her head , as if having an internal battle with her words.

"Mean what ?"

"What if they slept together?" She ask a bit mortified.

"Oh dear lord I hope not "

"But this would mean , if they truly are in love that somehow there childhood memories must have triggered something."says Malaysia confused

" Seth said he didn't remember her, at least before he knew who she really was"

" Moana too ?"

"What if their brains are sparking memories from the past and making them believe its 'love'?"

"We are going to need to have them sit down and have a talk. This past year has been rough on both of them and I'm scared they aren't thinking about this whole situation relationally."

" I don't know , I think its better if they sort this out on their own ,because they'll feel as if we are against them being together and try to prove us a point , that's exactly what we did when we were younger , now look at us" I sigh.

"Do you still want to move in after this whole thing"

"If your offer still stands then yes .I do ? Seth doesn't know yet ,so we will have to let him know."

"Of course my offer still stands and same goes for Moana , I was planning on telling her soon. So we can tell them together."

"One thing we need to remember though ,is if we try to forbid whatever is going on between Seth and Moana they will go behind our backs. So seeing as we are moving in here it will give them the opportunity to see if what they are feeling is real and if not we can be here for the both of them to work out what happens next."

"Your right"she nods in agreement.

" I have to admit being Granny's together sounds real fun" I joke making her laugh.

"I agree but look , Moana has lupus so you need to make sure that whatever it is going on here is done with good intentions. A broken heart could cause Moana to get very ill. As the both of us know how hard it is to mend a broken heart. I'm scared she might just give up trying to fight for her health if anything like that had to happen" she says looking broken at the  thought of Moana's health being affected.

"I understand Malaysia." I hug her to try and comfort her.

"Who would have thought ,huh? After all these years here we are trying to prevent our kids from ending up broken the way we are" she chuckles.

"Maybe we had to find misery so they could find happiness"

"The misery will be worth it then "

" I agree" I say to her and we both smile.

A/N
So that folks, was Seth's moms POV , she doesn't show her emotions easily so please deal with the change you might see in her. She pretends to be this strong person in front of Seth because she thinks that's what he needs.

Thanks for reading .

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