12:00 AM -Klance.

4.

December 28th.

I met this girl yesterday after I collapsed outside my own door. I know it was embarrassing.

I limp my way to my kitchen to grab an apple.

She had gray hair she probably dyed it cause she looked like 16. So..anyway she lived a few rows down and she saw me laying as she was walking to grab some groceries too.

I take a bite of the red apple and finally feel food in my stomach.

Her name is Allura, and she's really pretty in fact she even offered to buy my groceries. At first I declined because she had only just met me but she insisted and besides I did need food so might as well.

"Hello Keith how are you doing?" "Im doing good Allura thanks."

When she came back she told me that I might have possibly fractured or broken my legs. Broken might be a bit exaggerated but who knows still a possibility

I end up watching some space show on television and I remember I haven't spoken to Pidge and the food Hunk was supposed to deliver yesterday arrived very early this morning and Allura revived it for me.

I ended up going to the hospital and they told me that I had both my legs fractured and that my wrists were close to losing circulation. He also asked me if this was a sexual thing which I declined because honestly I woke up like this.

Allura had to go to school as well she was a sophomore in high school. She also told me if I had to go to school and I told her that I dropped out two years prior. She said "oh" and quietly walked out my door. She probably felt bad or ashamed that I came so close and threw it away.

I dropped out for many, many reasons but I say the main one was...shiro. See he was going to graduate two years ago, he was going into the army. He was fit and he was perfect and everyone adored him. well not really some dudes hated him, then there were guys like me who were just poking out the closet door. Shiro looked like a guy that would be loyal and everything. Then a group of the guys that didn't like him. I never knew who, but they first started out as a prank only then they ended up cutting his whole arm and the people who were responsible they are still facing jail time for assault and all that. Anyway because Shiro was going into the army he had to meet a certain level in order to graduate and get college scholarship but due to his arm he couldn't even go to participate in practice he lost his scholarship to the army and he just fell in a deep depression after that and he then stopped showing up, everyone presumed he was dead or he committed suicide. I never knew what happened with him at all.. in fact he ended up deleting all his accounts with 2,000 + followers almost each so to make things worse. I also fell in a deep depression because I'd been recently dumped. Pidge became my friend during this time and she was like a pillow. She always remained loyal and she was my reason she kept me going. Then by the beginning of junior year people started throwing rumors about how Pidge's brother knew shiro and that they were together and that shiro was her brother in law. A lot of people started to hate on Pidge especially a lot of the gay guys because of her brother Matt. Her brother had graduated a year before shiro did so it wasn't much of a difference. Anywayyyyy, that led to worse things such as my ex coming to my house and almost killed me, my mom was "presumably" dead, and my dad left for periods of time and one day he never came back. So I felt alone in the world and junior year didn't help. So I called the line and I quit. I stopped talking to Pidge for a while but then she apologized and I did too and we ended up resolving things.

I sigh as I end up feeling better about taking a moment to realize I've been alive this far and that shiro is a total ass.

*knock*

"Hey Keith it's me."

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