I Was Always Bad at Friendship

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Karina's POV
I like Sveta. I love her soft green eyes and her dark blonde/light brown hair. I love her voice as she speaks so gallantly but her accent gives me nothing but erotic pleasure. I like how she smiles how her mouth goes up at the corners perfectly. One time I "accidently" grabbed her hands saying I thought I was going to fall.Her hands are more soft than her smile or her hair( which I smelled when she wasn't looking). Besides obviously being a homophobic bigot amd probably being straight anyway. A girl like her would never want a girl like me. -An internal monologue
Sveta's POV
I hate Connor and Dionte. How could they be so fucking open about their interracial faggotry.  Its an abomination! Interracial friendships are an abomination. I mean while Connor is quite pure(being white) he could be far more pure if he would discard his absurd faggotry and embrace a more Russian world view. I mean I have faggot urges but I don't entertain them. I have lusted after attractive African Americans but I know it is wrong. Me a pure white Russian and the likes of them should not mix. My dad taught me that.He has a pure Russian name he is proudly Boris Vladimir Ibragimov. I mean I would be fine hanging out with a Kazakh, Tajik, Kygyzstani,Georgian, or even an Uzbek or 2.
Because they have adopted Russian.But its not the same as talking to a real Russian. That's why I can't " embrace" my faggot pride. Embrace has too positive of a connotation. This " gay pride" thing is pride in faggotry and nothing less - An internal monologue
" Hey Sveta you wanna come so with us" Karina asked
As I grabbed the seat next to Connor
" Yo hold up that's for my boyfriend Dionte" said Connor
" Alright fine but I'll sit next to Karina" I said
" So you wanna hang out and go to a movie? you can pick"said Karina
" Huh" I replied
" Isn't that what friends do?" asked Karina
" Are you asking or telling me?" I asked
" Asking I was always bad at Friendship" Karina replied
" I see you are as well" Karina also said
" Maybe we could help each other?" I responded

" Asking I was always bad at Friendship

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