Who is She??

The confrontation..

... 15 years of being married to this man catering to his every whim only to find out he's cheating on me. I can put up with putting my dreams on hold, I can even put up with sex once or twice a month, but I refuse to put up with sharing him with another woman. It started with the late work hours and emails from hotels. Then there was the text messages I found soon after between him and a woman named Layla. There were pictures of her in lingerie from the neck down all the way to the expensive whore pumps I soon discovered were charged to our account. How could he? I trusted him whole heartedly after being hurt time and time again. Then there was the videos of him behind her penetrating her savegly thrusting her as if she was a sex doll only created for his needs. But he was so gentle with me.. He's called me her name more than twice while in the bedroom and would become rough forgetting I was wifey and not his blow up doll of a side bitch. In those videos he would yank her hair and growl monsterous groans as he would grip her hips and pound her. It was unbearable to watch. I poured my glass of wine eyes floooding with tears waiting for him to walk in so I could confront him with all the evidence Id obtained. The door swung open and my heart fell to the floor scared of the way he would react when confronted. I froze. He kissed me on the cheek and told me he was going upstairs to shower. As he began to walk away Just then every thought I lost in the process of him entering our home came Flooding back. keenen!! He turned around looking at me puzzled as to why I yelled his name with such anger and disdain. I've read the messages.. I've seen the charges on our account.. I've seen your disgusting porn videos and I uploaded them all to the world wide web! Have you no shame? You don't even respect me enough to hide your betrayal?? Who is she keenen!! at that moment he started to tear up and beg me to assure him I didn't upload those videos. I explained to him I did and thats what he got for two timing me after I'd given all my aspirations up to appease him. He begged me once more to plz say that I hadn't. I laughed the most evil laugh I could muster up from all the pain I felt. He turned to his brief case and pulled out a pill bottle. Oh, so your taking drugs now too keenen? He exclaimed “read it"!! I yelled no and a million fuck you's. He exclaimed again with more force. ”u crazy bitch I said read it now" seeing the fire in his eyes I felt it best to cooperate at that point. Is this a joke?? He looked at me furiously. It has my name on it keenen these are schizophrenic pills. If looks would kill kennen would have slaughtered me right then and there. He pulled a phone from on top of our fridge and compared the messages from layla... He pulled the lingerie charged to the card from a laundry basket in our closet. And to seal the deal he took me to the some of the hotels that sent thanku emails and the clerks remembered me saying I was layla the wild card. It was like I was in the twighlight zone. Like you were possessed and hadn't known.. we had a long akward silent ride back to the house. Just then I remembered.. I uploaded and leaked a sex tape of me! Not only had I scarred and embarrassed my man for life I also broadcasted my own pusc all over the world wide web!! Who is she?? She was always me. 😔